Monthly Archives: January 2005

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Matchbox Twenty ~ Bed of Lies


No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there’ll be no rest for these tired eyes
I’m marking it down to learning
I am

Don’t think that I can take another empty moment
Don’t think that I can fake another hollow smile
It’s not enough just to be sorry
Don’t think that I could take another talk about it

Just like me you got needs
And they’re only a whisper away
And we softly surrender
To these lives that we’ve tendered away

No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there’ll be no rest for these tired eyes
I’m marking it down to learning
I am

Don’t wanna be the one who turns the whole thing over
Don’t wanna be somewhere where I just don’t belong
Where it’s not enough just be sorry

Don’t you know I feel the darkness closing in
Tried to be more than me
And I gave till it all went away
And we’ve only surrendered
To the worst part of these winters we’ve made

No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there’ll be no rest for these tired eyes
I’m marking it down to learning
I am

I am all that I’ll ever be
When you – lay your hands
Over me but don’t go weak on me now
I know that it’s weak
But God help me I need this

I will not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there’ll be no rest for these tired eyes
I’m marking it down to learning
I’m marking it down to learning
’cause I am

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My Renaissance Village by Saphyne
Username
Country your village is in EnglandIrelandScotlandSpainFranceItalySomewhere in Eastern Europe
Your village is really more of a hovel-laden mud pit
The best thing to ever happen there: DaVinci chose your town to be the testing site for his newest invention!
The worst thing to ever happen there: The smithy blew up and took out the Donatelli's chicken coop.
The richest SOB in the village is georgiapeachy
The tax collector is abnormal_is_me
The sheriff is dead_emotion_
The town priest is singer_grl07
The town prostitute is gyrbyl
The village idiot is serenity_uniful
Chance that everyone will die of the plague: 16%

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No, I’m not cutting it.


Title: Black Garbage Bags
Artist: THEnick

I've got a shoebox in the closet, it's full of memories of you
I've got your Valentine from last year its matted down with tape and glue

And I'll throw away your things, just like you threw away what you'll soon realize you had
And I'll take um to the lake, weigh them down and watch them sink
and someday you'll look back and fully understand

I've got a coupon book you gave me, several pages left untorn
I've got your bracelet from last christmas, its getting old, its getting worn

And I'll throw away your things, just like you threw away what you'll soon realize you had
And I'll take them to the lake, weigh them down and watch them sink
and someday you'll look back and fully understand

And you'll never know! I'm trying hard to never let this show
You'll soon reap what you sew
And you'll never know I'm trying hard to never let this show,
you'll soon reap what you sew

And I'll throw away your things, just like you threw away what you'll soon realize you had
And I'll take them to the lake, weigh them down and watch them sink
and someday you'll look back and fully understand

And I'll throw away my things, just like you threw away what you'll soon realize you had
And I'll take you to the lake, and weigh you down and watch you sink,
watching from the shore before you hit the sand.

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Whats going on


Went to WCC today … it sucked. I saw Zehava and I go5t ass dressed up and was aldy but it was just hell having to go back there… I just wanted to cry when i got to the campus It's traumatic still..I thought i was over it really …

Anyway … saw Steve and Steve for lunch when my dad was having a fit that he got to the school 45 minutes early and i was still in class, he left me 2 messages and called me 3 times!! I can't answer my phone in class… idiot.

Thats about all that happened yesterday… I hate WCC

p.s – good luck BEN! I hope you get into Ithica!

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too funny not to post


I called the wonderful tonight because i had a nerd question for him. I left a message. He calls me back a few hours later and has no idea its me

Jason: "The number looks familiar"
me; *say who i am*
Jason: "OH MY GOD!"
Me: "you just sounded like carson from Queer Eye!"

just immagine hearing that on the phone, it was the funniest thing EVER!!! the sick thing is I still can't remember what i was going to ask!!

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Have you ever kissed someone…

on the cheek.
on the lips.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
shorter than me.
taller than me.
with a lip ring.
with a piece of clothing missing.
with a piece of my clothing missing.
who was drunk.
who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss.
on a holiday.
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at the beach.
on the dance floor.
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std.
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies.
that I love.

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Today has been a much better day — don’t look at the spelling … look at the words


Turned in one of my two papers. It was for that bogus ideology class. I better get an A on the whole thing. the paper for islam i can rewrite if I don't like my grade. Thank god. I really like my classes, but some of them are a real bitch… I love Biology though. I think thats why I'm a biology major. Ya know. We've had close to 2 feet of snow here since the weekend, and i love snow. but for gods sake i can't deal with this anymore!!! I'm tired of comming home with WET FEET.

I love college, i love it now that I'm at a school that doesn't suck… but I still really, really want to go home and see my mommy now. The days are pretty long here since I'm still new though. Yesterday I thought i was going to walk the mile up to north campus. Forgetting its still all slushy and nasty and wet and dirty. I wanted to walk for lab. I have a reason though, its behind door #1

So I'm walking and i get about 1/2 way there. and its getting more and more nasty, so I see bob (one of the drivers) and I'm like SCREAMING at him from the other side of the road to get his attention. I couldn't cross the street because my crossing light was red too! EVERYONE ELSE HAD TO HAVE HEARD ME!!! but bob. I screamed at him for the entire legnth of his red light! so he pulls away and I had to continue my walk with a bag full of heavy books to north campus. I know that was my origional intention but I was so pissed off that he didn't hear me or see! HE NEVER LOOKED ANY DIRECTION BUT STRAIGHT!

I talked to Larry later about it though, after lab when bob wasn't driving anymore. Larry is cool though. HE's everyones favorite driver because he's been known to do extra runs for us and even will pick us up because he looks more then one way when he's driving! OH MY GOD!!! how scary is that!! Bob always gets mad if the people aren't at the stop and aren't ready when he wants to leave. He's really a big jerk. When i was trying to flag him down there was only 1 person on the bus! Thats not normal! especially for a tuesday! when I was talking larry he told me bob said that it was a "ghost run" but everyone was complaining to Larry later that he just LEFT THEM AT THE STOP!! He told bob if he ever ditched me again that he'd punch his lights out. It made me feel good to get bob in shit like that.

There was a new guy driving monday named Jose who was really, really cool. He even got out of the van onces to do something funny. He' was really cool… it must have been bobs day off or something because he wasn't back tuesday or anything like that. No one likes bob. We kinda all want him to get fired. He's a closet racest and a bunch of other shit. We think he's a pervert a pedophyle too. Larry mostly drives at night and mid afternoon and bob does the morning and early afternoon shifts. I origionally thought i liked bob, he was a little off I thought but he's okay. Then I had larry drive and he's so much cooler. and just a decent human being really. I like that in people

About my brother. You don’t have to read this