tonights ritual

well … its always a mixed bag when i go to these things. As always it was great to see Lady Mary & Lady Crystal and Lord Rik … the usual group that i do talk to often but not like that… but…its hard when i feel like we all started at that place at the same time and now they are all HP/s and i'm just going to be 2nd degree. its hard sometimes.

this was the 5th year we've done Samhain here … i've been to all of them. and i really need to go to the public rituals more. It's not as fun since the 2 covens really formed … originally Lady Mary said no covens and she wouldn't train anyone under 50…things changed a lot

it was a nice ritual, i was able to help set up and spend time over there and really … i got to be Lady Marys handmaiden too. I missed getting to do that. I even got to put glitter in my hair and it was just very nice. i really enjoyed it a lot. … … … lots of glitter in my hair.

the ritual itself was beautiful, after we turned the wheel I was one of the first ones to run out and grab people to pull them into the circle so we could run and dance. i ran so hard and danced so much that i couldn't even breath my lungs were on fire so bad.

and i met 3 other girls who go to Moravian and had to tell me how great i am for breaking the ground for the next group of wiccan girls to come up and be able to practice and learn and be accepted. i am so proud i was able to do that for them. we're going to get together this week and get to know each other and see what we can do and iif there is anything else i can do to help them continue through that school.

i have rehab early tomorrow, i should try to sleep… I have to get up at 4am with Davis too so we can get him to work… oh well … sleep again another day/later. something.

oh and we went to wawa and i got my first turkey gobbler bowl of the season!!! woohoo