STUPID BITCHES


… so I was at work (as usual) and I wasnt looking in the morror that was over my head at my station to try to help me see behind the wall…. but i have trouble seeing anyway if the person isn't in the right place. well that fucking bitch theresa whos so mean to me anyway and is such a trouble maker started yelling at me …

she's always sooo hateful… that's my problem with her … she has to yell to get the bakerypeople buut when she yellls it's so hateful and vile sounding i dont understand why she has to do it like im worthless or the scum of the earth like that.

but she did it again, infront of a customer… I felt she ripped me a new one andthen she screamed at me infront of a person (and infront of the center store manager who did nothing) that I need to watch my mirror more.,… and she came back and she could see just fine. What the hell could I do … the customer felt so bad for me that I was talked to like that…. she kept apologising… I was so happy to go home

i am so sick and tired of this bullshit… i need a new and good job… not this crap anymore.

BEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!


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…off? On a Saturday? omgoodness


I love my piano … I want to get better and its slow but I love my piano and it's just fun to have it and get to play… um… I dont know I wanted to write something in here but I didn't know what to say so I just started talking. Watching foodnetwork makes me wish we had more money and more ways to eat like these people do on there. I feel like I'm always hungry … It's suppose to be because I was so hungry all the time when I was younger that now everythings about food. I feel kinda bad about that. Like i'm too picky now, and we dont have a ton of money for me to be picky with.

We're not poor. … and I am not an epic failure or whatever my boss called me yesterday … wait. stop that … I'm off work until MONDAY so I don't need to think about that. haha. no no no…

Oh, I think I know what my bitch is today … if I need to have one … I have these friends and they all like to talk AT me but I never get a word in edgewise. I get tired of it, so what if I don't have much to say … but I'd like someone to talk to other than at my  he really doesn't need me constantly being like that becase I got no one else to talk or listen with. It gets old. I know that's how it is but I want there to be a bit more than just that. I feel like I don't have any friends because of it. They all like to talk just fine but no one asks me how I feel about it. Then I do it to  and I hate it.

It's like with my job, I can't let myself turn into that. I need to find what I want to do with my life, or at least what I can stand to do with my life. I look around and find people who have found their passions and I know that's the exception and not the rule but I really need to find what I want to do … or at least something that's not this. I can't keep doing this. It's not working and it's never worked, I can't stay in this place with aton of under educated and stupid, self centered and just … bitchy… people. I don't want to turn into that. I know I can do more than that … but what?

gotta post this before the updates restart me, I'd say more later but I doubt that's going to happen