sooooo tired…..


I had a good day… I don’t know why I feel suicidal all over though…. **shrugs** Once I get some sleep it’ll pass! It always seems to… It’s not really suicidal.. it’s just stressed from being tired!

moving right along. I met with my history teacher today and it was great. we talked about how to study and how I shouldn’t push myself so hard! he was so great to talk to! He was a little psyched when I told him how I read Dante and understood it at 14. He said I’m smart and talented! I feel so special ^.^ Sadly… I’m to tired to care…

I’m totally overworked…. and I want my Vicci…

**yawns** I better get on my homework.. I’ve been stalling for most of the night and I have TKD in an hour… **sighs** Too bad I can’t sleep in tomorrow…

Escape Club – All be there


Title: I’ll Be There
Artist: Escape Club

Over Mountains
Over Trees
Over Oceans
Over Seas
I’ll be there
In a whisper on the wind
On the smile of a new friend
Just think of me
And I’ll be there
Don’t be afraid, oh my love
I’ll be watching you from above
And I’d give all the world tonight,
To be with you
Because I’m on your side,
And I still care
I may have died,
But I’ve gone nowhere
Just think of me,
And I’ll be there
On the edge of a waking dream
Over Rivers
Over Streams
Through Wind and Rain
I’ll be there
Across the wide and open sky
Thousands of miles I’d fly
To be with you
I’ll be there
Don’t be afraid, oh my love
I’ll be watching you from above
And I’d give all the world tonight,
To be with you
Because I’m on your side,
And I still care
I may have died,
But I’ve gone nowhere
Just think of me,
And I’ll be there
In the breath of a wind that sighs
Oh, there’s no need to cry
Just think of me,
And I’ll be there

I spent my day making sushi


Yeah. I’m being serious. I spent my day having fun with my mom and making sushi. It was totally cool! I even got the iron chef book! It was so much fun!

and I went shopping for some stuff, X-mas presents since I was so in the mood and had money! and just a pick-me-up for a close friend. I can’t wait for the reaction! **printing the card now**

I don’t know… I’m gonna do stuff

Hypnotizing the Flock


A local preacher was dissatisfied with the small amount in the collection plates each Sunday. Someone suggested to him that perhaps he might be able to hypnotize the congregation into giving more.

“And just how would I go about doing that?” he asked.

“It is very simple. First you turn up the air conditioner so that the auditorium is warmer than usual. Then you preach in a monotone. Meanwhile, you dangle a watch on a chain and swing it in a slow arc above the lectern and suggest they put 20 dollars in the collection plate.”

So the very next Sunday, the reverend did as suggested, and lo and behold the plates were full of 20 dollar bills. Now, the preacher did not want to take advantage of this technique each and every Sunday. So therefore, he waited for a couple of weeks and then tried his mass hypnosis again. Just as the last of the congregation was becoming mesmerized, the chain on the watch broke and the watch hit the lectern with a loud thud and springs and parts flew everywhere.

“Crap!” exclaimed the pastor.

It took them a week to clean up the church.

Hypnotizing the Flock


A local preacher was dissatisfied with the small amount in the collection plates each Sunday. Someone suggested to him that perhaps he might be able to hypnotize the congregation into giving more.

“And just how would I go about doing that?” he asked.

“It is very simple. First you turn up the air conditioner so that the auditorium is warmer than usual. Then you preach in a monotone. Meanwhile, you dangle a watch on a chain and swing it in a slow arc above the lectern and suggest they put 20 dollars in the collection plate.”

So the very next Sunday, the reverend did as suggested, and lo and behold the plates were full of 20 dollar bills. Now, the preacher did not want to take advantage of this technique each and every Sunday. So therefore, he waited for a couple of weeks and then tried his mass hypnosis again. Just as the last of the congregation was becoming mesmerized, the chain on the watch broke and the watch hit the lectern with a loud thud and springs and parts flew everywhere.

“Crap!” exclaimed the pastor.

It took them a week to clean up the church.

LMFAO!!!!!


50 Things An Atheist Can Do While In Church

Pull aside an unruly child in a preschool Sunday School class and say: “If you’re bad in here, you’ll go to Hell.”

A week beforehand, find a member of ACT-UP. Tell him the scheduled sermon is entitled “Why God Sent AIDS to Punish Homosexuals”.

Put stray dogs in coat closets.

Un-tune the piano.

Replace the pianist’s sheet music with “Stairway to Heaven”.

Going through all the hymnals, mark song 666.

Find an empty seat, and ask the person next to it: “Is this seat SAYEEEEE-VED?”

Toss around a giant beach ball before service, like at Grateful Dead concerts.

Ten minutes before it starts, find a kid in the front rows, hand him a dollar, and tell him to ask the preacher: “Would you rather be stoned or crucified?”

Hide copies of Hustler inside the pulpit. Point them out.

Start a wave.

Do cool things with the lighting.

When attendance is taken, sign on fake names like “Hugh G. Rection” and “Oliver Klozoff”.

Wear an ankh or a new-age crystal pendant.

When the choir sings, roll your eyes and grumble: “Oh, Christ! Are they gonna do another SONG?”

Make up your own words to the songs.

Twenty minutes into the service, look at your watch, stand up, and say: “Oh sh**. This isn’t the wedding!” Run out quickly.

Eat dry Cap’n Crunch through the entire service.

If there is a crying baby, go over and tell the mother: “IF YOU DON’T SHUT THAT GODDAMN THING UP SO HELP ME GOD I’LL KILL IT!!!”

Dress all in black, or in camo. Act like you’re having flashbacks.

Pierce the body of a tiny animal with stainless-steel wire. Wear it in your ear as jewelry. If you are male, wear two. Change sets for the evening service.

If it is an Easter service, wear a pastel jacket, tie, and matching shorts. If you are male, wear a floral-print dress instead.

At a church dinner, scoop up a forkful of mashed potatoes. Announce that you can see an image of Jesus.

Place blocks of dry ice near the air ducts. Take off your shoes and socks.

Hide near the baptismal pool with a block of sodium. At the first mention of “fire and brimstone”, throw it in.

Inflate balloons, then send them off.

Mark places in the Bible or hymnal with religious-themed Far Side cartoons.

Turn in the Bible to the Ten Commandments (Exodus 20: 3-17). Add the words “in bed” after each one.

Make the sun reflect off your watch into the preacher’s face.

Make calls to 900 numbers on the phone in the kitchen.

During the service, play with plastic dinosaurs. If someone asks what you’re doing, tell them in a childlike voice: “im playing with dinosaurs, what the hell did you think i was doing?”

Discreetly position a number of bottle rockets on the floor. Discreetly light them.

Snicker every time the preacher talks about someone being stoned, especially Stephen.

Dip communion wafers in communion wine. Eat it and exaggerate on how good it is.

When they pass around the collection plate, drop in a piece of paper with Pat Robertson’s MasterCard number.

Turn to your neighbor, whisper: “This do in remembrance of me,” and lick them.

Fart, and have a friend shout: “Hark! An angel has spoken!”

Blow bubbles.

Fake a possession.

Distribute condoms.

Speak in tongues.

Ask where the nearest ashtray is.

Drool in the collection plate.

Ask someone what they think about the Book of Peleponnesians. After they tell you, inform them that there is no Book of Peleponnesians.

After a Catholic service, stand outside and tell Polish jokes. When someone points out that Pope John Paul II came from Poland, act embarrassed.

Show unusual interest in any reference to the word “Ministry”.

At a church supper, bring a casserole with a ring or piece of a wristwatch embedded inside.

Overnight, have the stained-glass windows replaced with new ones depicting comical, erotic, or death-related imagery. Send the bill to the pastor.

Write on the bathroom wall: “The eyes of the LORD are upon you!!!”

Spread the word that there’ll be a rave at the address of the church next Saturday at midnight.

LJ Post from Friday 9-27-02


it’s not been a generally bad day I guess… It’s been raining all day. I like it like this, it’s easier to think and to see when it’s so cloudy. Maybe it’s me… I’m not depressed at all today. I don’t know.. the rain makes me happy almost. More then sunny days do… **smiles** I don’t really know anymore what I’m think… I guess I’m so filled up with emotions and shit like that that I can’t even get my head on straight…

not like I mind or give a damn

I’m sitting in the library during my 1-1:40pm class. We have a sub for the 3rd day in a row and I just got tired of the busy work and decided to come here instead and be annoyed by the two assholes that are in the row in front of me… It’s not my fault that have the brains and maturity of 5 year olds…. but then again I think there are 5 year olds that are smarter then these two…. **grone*8 I don’t really mind them anymore, they use to bother me like hell but now it’s just another day to day thing… I just know I’M not going to be the one pumping gas in 5 years! **lol** That was mean!

but seriously… it’s about 1:30 and this post isn’t going to be up for a lot longer because damned north blocked LJ saying it was a chat site… I did some of my best posts waiting for school to let out or for my mom to get here and pick me up!!! GRRRR… Guess E-mailing them to myself works well enough…

Hurricane Isadore has hit pretty wildly so far… that’s why it’s been raining for the past 2 days straight through.. I was really hoping that they would cancel or postpone the football game tonight… it’s going to be cold and went and probably will be raining the whole damned time… nothing like getting sick after another band thing!! **there’s something that should be posted on Band Geeks!** But I’m really hoping for thunder and lightning BEFORE the game starts… those big cymbals are just screaming HIT ME DIJOT

Hopefully it will just rain.. nothing is more fun then putting in a 9 hour work day then going straight to band until 10pm just to have the team loose… even Coach Haughey thinks there gonna loose… so it doesn’t really even bother me too much thinking about it! It’s just the whole idea of all of us being out in the wet and the rain that gets me annoyed! This is my band too and if we all get sick because of the damned old raincoats then I’m sending him whatever problems we have and the school board is going to have to pay for it damn it!! ^.^;;;

but again let me just say that I’m in a very good mood! I don’t remember feeling this good in a long time actually… so yeah!! hehe… I guess because I gave rob the total cold shoulder when we passed in the hall that’s what you get for saying my voice makes you want to kill someone Such a total Tard! He’s lucky I don’t wish bad things onto him… I just get a little irked every once and a while… maybe dropping all the riffraff was a good thing?

**glares at the idiots mumbling and bitching about her fast typing** maybe if they weren’t on so much pot they could do it too…. and so much for ALL the riffraff…. only in my dreams right?

I know the other reason I’m so happy. I get to go college searching again soon and I’m meeting with my counselor next week and I get to arrance some more visitations. I have 4 IO really, really want to see!

Bucknell University – Lynchburg PA
ElizabethTown College – Elizabethtown PA
Gettysburg College – Gettiesbug-PA
SlipperyRock University – SlipperyRock PA
and
Elon University -NC

I don’t remember the town off the top of my head but I know it’s about 2 hours away from Fayetteville where Vicci-san is ^.^ I’m so excited about going to see it! Mike might really let me go visit Victor at his Dorm is we go! AHHHH!!! So EXCITING!!!!

And I saw E-town already, from the concert and I we with artie for that day! I love that school I could really live there! I may end up there too… if I don’t go to bucknell! I’d love to go there!!! After I see it in November!

I have a little bit longer before the period ends. Sad really… I love it in here and I don’t want to go to math next.. I forgot all my stuff on my desk at home and that really blows! so I’m totally unprepared… I hope Cheirech sense will have a little pity on me.. I’m so over worked and under appreciated! **lol** Band Librarian #1 needs some time off too

RIGHT KATY!!! **winks**

once the bell rings I’m gonna go get myself a ginger ale if the machine is working.. That would be a first now wouldn’t it! I’s sad… my first 0 in math!!! That’s gonna bring down my Average!!!!!!!! -.-;; NOOOOOOOOOOOO!! I got enough to work on! Not that too… **not the brightest color in the box but finally got math and doesn’t want to screw it up now**

well,…’tis 1:50 and i better be getting my things together… I got a lot o stuff to carry up to my next class and I need to get the rest of the suicidal garbage out of my mind ** worrying about Doug again**

Mike Overby – if you read this… E-mail me. I have something funny to tell you
Vic- Ashiteru Bikuu-kun!
Brian – you better get better!!! I need to read your palm
Jesse – sorry about the nightmares honey **hugs**
Jahn – Love you… and your water bra **lol** just remember to keep the socks on your FEET

I think that’s it…

Sojourner Mitzuli sining out

end transmission

Puck – I had to steal it from you – Love ya dallin ** kiss**

**singing**


Today is my dads birthday…it’s like… woo… I looked for really cool things to give him this year… and I tried really hard and I looked online and I found out that he was in the navy a while ago so I looked for stuff from his ship… and I found a denim hat that’s plane with the ship embroidered in silver and I found a matching shirt too… and I got the picture of his ship framed…

and he didn’t like it…. he liked the framed picture but he said to my face he’s not into navy hats or stuff… well… I waisted a lot of time looking for those things… and stuff on his ship… so my mom offered it return it. and he’s like. “no I’ll wear it.”

but he was all happy over a a fucking dollarstore wine cooler and a drill… I just left the room after he opened the wine cooler and had a nut fest over how to work it… And I didn’t care anymore and went to school.

my mom drove me and we talked about that shitty thing… and i get out of the car and I see scott and he’s not been doing to well and he only would tell me he was really stressed… and I’m worried about him because tis isn’t like himself… he’s evil-sadistic and black hearted and one of my friends and I love talking to him… and well… getting into a little war with him… but he’s so out of it…

but I tried not to think about that and my dad all day… and… instead.. got into an all out war with my band director Angaqueer today. He keeps saying he gave me the money for the bandgloves I never got when he didn’t and we got into a match over it and I decided not to speak to him for the rest of the day… it was a good day other then that

And I got my average for math. I have a 91 as my average so far. and a perfect homework and notebook. That feels really good to have those marks. I’m doing well in all my classes so far… History is a little hard so far… but once I get the book down I’ll be good…

You know… lastnight I was talking to mike…and he told me stuff about Doug and i’m worried about the guy… stuff just isn’t going his way and I’m worried… and I made a huge mistake yesterday… I e-mailed him… when mike said he was OL…. and I blew it… and I told mike to tell him something for me… and I should have never said the P word… because he signed off…

I don’t want to let go… it’s like all I’m doing lately is letting go… I’ve let go of so much and it’s getting tiring… I love being alone… but sometimes it seems like it’s one of those things you never grow out of… I just feel like anyone that was close ti ne I’ve totally lost to someone else or something… and it’s not like I really, really mind it or anything… I just get lonely sometimes… I’ve gotten a lot calmer then I useto be though… I think the TKD did it to me… I’m just really… dosile… I don’t get angry anymore at people… I’m just there…

but that’s it… my ears are bothering me again… when I plug one of my ears my own voice sounds so muffled and they crack and pop like hell… and it annoys me… but yeah. S’all good

Wow…


JenBob121: exactly why i said u are pretty close to a mental ward
InuYasha Beast: However.
That is the past now.
Things happened to change me, and I no longer have any desire to die, which was my entire reason for being insane
JenBob121: u need help
JenBob121: or maybe just a social life
InuYasha Beast: Says the girl who wants to juggle 3 or more relationships at a time
JenBob121: i told u stupid they were rps
JenBob121: i’ve never cheated on a guy irl
InuYasha Beast: rp’ing or not, it doesn’t matter!
Toying with people’s emotions are still toying with people’s emotions, no matter if it’s rp or rl.
However!
You have failed to see that
JenBob121: your just jelous because the only girl u can get is 13
InuYasha Beast: 14
JenBob121: wow by one day, what a difference
InuYasha Beast: And why should I be jealous?
She’s damn fine, and unlike you, she shows she loves me.
She even calls me up!
More than once
JenBob121: 1) u like like a million miles away, i couldn’t call u that much even if i wanted too, and 2) u dont deserve love and 3) ya right, sure she is, whatever, your probably just saying that
JenBob121: live*
InuYasha Beast: I dont have to defend myself from you, however!
If you say more bad things about my girlfriend, I promise, Jul will get to know everything I know about you
InuYasha Beast: And we both know what she can do with info I give her
SojournerMitzuli: Wow…

Nice to be dragged into something… I hope nothing happens again



Which Lady of Camelot Are You?

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You are 26% geek
You are a geek liaison, which means you go both ways. You can hang out with normal people or you can hang out with geeks which means you often have geeks as friends and/or have a job where you have to mediate between geeks and normal people. This is an important role and one of which you should be proud. In fact, you can make a good deal of money as a translator.

Normal: Tell our geek we need him to work this weekend.

You [to Geek]: We need more than that, Scotty. You’ll have to stay until you can squeeze more outta them engines!

Geek [to You]: I’m givin’ her all she’s got, Captain, but we need more dilithium crystals!

You [to Normal]: He wants to know if he gets overtime.

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Take the Polygeek Quiz at Thudfactor.com

1. Your livejournal “user name” & what it means: Chantel. is a name I got when I first started writing my book way back when. The former main character was a girl named Chantel Soldevi… but that name was too long I thought for an LJ so I just shortened it to Chantel. But She’s not even in the book anymore… os now it’s just a pretty name!

2. On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest) how well does your livejournal represent who you actually are?: I think it’s a 10… thats is the person that I really am… I don’t know… there’s not much to me and people seem to think that there is a lot more to me… and really.. there’s not

3. How much about your life do you post to LJ?: A lot of my life I put in there… but there are days where I don’t want to think about ti and a stupid survey makes me feel better

4. Is there anything you refuse to post about?: No

5. On a scale of 1-10 how interesting do you think your own journal is to others?: I’d say a 7… and I think it’s totally worthless but people read it!

6. From who/how did you find out about LJ?: I’m not sure… I just did I know that… and then everyone else got one

7. Has anyone ever joined LJ because of you?: A bunch ^-^

8. What proportion of your posts are friends only?:Only a few… I want people to see what I write

9. What is your favorite interest on LJ?: Band Geeks and Sushi shop!!!

10. Has anything on LJ ever caused you to establish, rethink, or even change your belief or position on something?: I’m in this with Angie all the way “nope not at all, I’m very very difficult when it comes to what I believe”

11. How often do you respond to/comment on other peoples’ journals?: Whenever I get the chance to! I havea lot of people and groups to get to!

12. Do you prefer to write in your journal, read other journals?: I like to write and read! it’s fun

13. Have you ever had something mean said to you or been stalked, harassed, or got into an argument/flame war on LJ (or did it to someone else)?:Once. And we got it resolved

14. Have you ever banned someone from your journal?: nope, Go ahead and say whatever you want to me. It doesn’t matter

15. Who are your favorite LJ friend(s) and why?: um… I don’t know… I like everyone

16. How many of your LJ friends have you actually met?: 0

17. Of all of the people on LJ you know of, who is the most like you? Jessie

18. Why are you most likely to add someone to your friends list?: Because they like the same things I do… or I got them an access code

19. Do you automatically add friends to your journal if they add you first?:yeah

20. What is the most likely reason you wouldn’t add someone to your friends list?: if I really don’t know them that well.. or there an asshole

21. Is your “significant other” on LJ?: Victor you retard… you have a LJ Now USE IT! You promiced!!

22. Have you ever wanted to meet someone on LJ?: Totally

23. On a scale of 1-10, rate the lj for convenience, usefulness, and coolness factor: I like it I’m give it an 8.5… a lot of people who just know me read the LJ… but it did cause problems between a friend of mine