New video game.

emily and i went out and i got a game today … she was busy though so we could only go for a short time, like 20 minutes … i just wanted to get out of the house and get some things …. but thats not what i want to say… I got SONIC RUSH ADVENTURE and its seriously like little portable crack!

 I love it. 

Today was uneventful to say the least… watched semi with my mom this morning… Davis is at work… so i have a whole day again to do nothing by myself… so thats okay too but sometimes i think i’d love to do more things with him on his days off or my days off… inventory is coming up so thats a whole different animal … i wish our days off lined up more, i should change my availabililty to work like that but i like the days i work …. i should just do open from now on anyway maybe it would help me get full time

i feel bad for spending some of my graduation money on myself … i know its going to be gone so fast… it makes me so sad that it will… but i feel the need to pay bills with it so i can be helpful… i wanted to do somthing fun with it and i know it was my money to do with what i need to do…

for all the things i mess up in this relationship the least i can do is try to get all the bills caught up…i know its not the same thing as fixing it… im not that stupid

i got the scholarship … its 1500 a year, 750 a semester and i can renew it for 4 years. im so excited!!! i had to call them though because i never got my letter and got anything else and it was sent somewhere weird and i just called but im thilled that i got it! thats just a little more money i dont have to pay! 

im tired …. i want to sleep… the bed is too hard for me to sleep on … davis is sleeping so well on it though… so im awake… the worst part is I was sleeping great until he came to bed…..