Tired


Today was a good day for me … sorta… I got a lot of sleep and the hives are going down… turns out i'm violently allergic to mosquito bites too. That really stinks… and after I fell asleep so early last night I ended up getting up at 3am and found the WHOLE HOUSE WAS A STYE… I was so mad. Davis was up so much later then I was and he couldn't even do the dishes!? We have a dish washer… so of course I had to get the house cleaned… it isn't good for my mental health to have the house be like that…

and then I'm getting crap about how I'm not like… into sex…well, it's hard for me to want to be in the mood knowing that I feel like I have to be constantly cleaning up after a grown man…when he should like… be able to help a bit with stuff like that…

Oh, and I couponed my brain out this morning too… I won a give-a-way for a coupon for pork…and I won $50 from a soap company but the webpage was being dumb… so I FBed them with a screenshot and I hope it helps me.

ok… starting to feel better… and the job interview is tomorrow!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH…. 

so tired…


I can't keep my eyes open… I got up with Davis this morning to get everything ready for him for work… went back to bed for 4 hours … got up for a few hours… had my excitement.. I am dying to see Top Gear… but I'll never stay awake for it… but my tics are ok today… the only problem is this foot thing that started yesterday at the wedding…

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I can't keep my eyes open anymore… time to go lye down and drool in a book

I GOT A CALL BACK!


omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After so many months of healing, and being stressed out of my mind over money… I know nothing is certain in life… but I have a job interview tomorrow for a place I would really like to work and who has a really high raiting. The woman wants to meet with me Wednesday at 2:30. I am so excited that she called me… I had to call them again on Saturday to see if they even got my application because i put it in over 3 weeks ago…

OMG i CAN'T WAIT!!!

well fuck.


I WOKE UP!!! I've slept for over 18 hours… I accidentally took double my requip yesterday… I don't know how the hell I did that… I can't wait to get the time releace again so this doesn't happen anymore… EVER… so my blood pressure was constantly tanking… and I couldn't stand up without blacking out … and I constantly had the sweats and felt terrible… but I've not ticced since I took it, and still haven't had any problems since I got up…I still feel a bit strange, but i'm not moving… thats good.

Julep charged me for the monthly maven kit and I didn't want it … but thankfully I have the jewels to get it for free. I can't wait for that to get credited back to my account …We can't afford for me to get something like that when money is so tight (always) ….

Since that happened… I have NO MONEY to go do laundry… so because I love my man I'm going to do some of his laundry in the sink and hang it out to dry 🙂

and I called about that job I applied for 3 weeks ago, they said I might not hear anything until monday… I'm worried…

So much for that…


Davis is home from work already… I said I would go do the laundry and that didn't work out too well either… so I'll be home taking care of him today and hoping that I don't get sick too… So much for that… He did give me some crap about not going yesterday and knowing I'm not going today either… whatever… don't start with me man.

Yesterday was a very hard day… But, today I also found out that the antiparkinsons med that I depend on to keep myself not constantly in a  FMD nightmare is going to be covered IN TOTALY by GSK for the next few years for me. It'll be mail delivered to my door every month and I am so thankful. It's over $800 a refill and when I had insurance we struggled to pay for it. I feel secure… finally…

my gratitude is immense right now. Sadly, they don't cover two of my other medications … but, I can move one over to another store and get it for 50% less then I am paying … and the other ones I can get mail order from Walmart and that is going to help too. for as upset as I was yesterday… today I am grateful.