for hurricane Irene


Irene goodnight
Irene goodnight
Goodnight Irene
Goodnight Irene
I’ll see you in my dreams

Last Saturday night I got married
Me and my wife settled down
Now me and my wife are parted
I’m gonna take another stroll in town

Irene goodnight
Irene goodnight
Goodnight Irene
Goodnight Irene
I’ll see you in my dreams

Sometimes I live in the country
Sometimes I live in town
Sometimes I take a great notion
To jump in the river and drown

Irene goodnight
Irene goodnight
Goodnight Irene
Goodnight Irene
I’ll see you in my dreams

Stop ramblin’
Stop your gamblin’
Stop stayin’ out late at night
Go home to your wife and family
Stay there by your fireside bright

Irene goodnight
Irene goodnight
Goodnight Irene
Goodnight Irene
I’ll see you in my dreams

Goodnight Irene
Goodnight Irene
I’ll see you in my dreams


I went to the dentist today and got over a few of my fears. that was good. Im so excited…. now if I could just get over the rest of the stress.

I need to get 4 teeth filled, thats going to suck … but i’ll live.

and I think im going to quit sacred mists and give up wicca for a while… I need a new life.


omg the lightning was so big I almost peed myself …. omg omg omg …but I was able to walk home nice and dry. That was good.

tonight im having crabcakes (Davis is working late) … and couscous and green beans and he has steak. however, the crabcakes only cook if I remember to have the toaster overn plugged in. So that was 20 wasted minutes. oh well.

work was long but its still not bad… oh, and there's wine. I hope its chilled enough

im off tomorrow to go to the dentist too… I have caveties. Im tired of freaking out. Im working on acceptance. thats good for me. I think I've got myself to be ok at the idea that I need this done, its for the best, its just a cleaning and fillings to follow. I dont need to panic anymore and I dont think the attention is important anymore. its really hard for me and will take time to get there all the way. All I can do is the best I can do.

I work with women who could be me in a few years if I dont work on myself. its scary disgusting.


so I scrapped my knees during musikfest when I fell wednesday night trying to get home in the dark and I ran … they’re still gross and oozy and bloody. i feel like a little creature.

working nights isn’t too bad… actually … I think I actually might like it, i’ll like it even more when we have 2 cars again…


im freaking the hell out. I have a little hole in one of my teeth… its needed to be filled for over a yaer now so I shouldn’t  be totally upset over it … but i dont like it and I know im just making it worse for myself by LOOKING AT IT a million times aday.

i have onthing to be scared of, its just a cavety … people get them all the time but i hve such issues with paranoiand other stuff like that. I shouldn’t be this way I can get over it I know I can.

I need to find out when my appointment will be for the dentist and then how much it’ll cost to fix. until then i’ll just keep hissing and staring at it.

i hate that part of me sometimes.