my feeling are really hurt about not being a part of someone who i thought was one of my closest friends wedings… but i didn't have a wedding so i guess i don't deserve to be in someone elses.
tonight has been amazing… I did something I never thought I'd get to do. soooooooooo happy.
for the first time ever I feel really pretty.
Lj I miss you …. so much as hapened…. we need to re connect soon.
its been a long time … i'm back now… lot's happened and we'll get to it tomorrow. But i'm alive.