and i know they’re not to upset me, I know that they’re not to make me feel bad or for any of those other things that they sometimes do. I know that you love me and that I love you back. That’s something I’m pretty sure of.
But today in the car when I asked you what you were thinking and you started talking about what I think and how I am I just felt defensive over it. I felt like… well… You have me pegged so well and at the same time I want to be able to have that too but I lack the life experence.
You: I just worry sometimes, that is all. It is okay hon.
Me: about what?
You: that you will give up on us before we ever get the chance to get started, send me away…. I trust you and I believe in you and I don’t believe that will happen, but I still worry about it.
You: it is just that moments like when you left the truck today always scare me a little.
Me: Talking about how hope and plans and dreams can only go so far…… when they have not really been given much of a chance yet…. I know you were just having a moment hon. I know that. I trust you and I believe in you and above all, I love you.
so that leaves me here… pissed off and frustrated over things that just aren’t worth being pissed off over.
I know you never meant to have me get caught
Davis: I just worry sometimes, that is all. It is okay hon.
Me: about what?
Davis: that you will give up on us before we ever get the chance to get started, send me away…. I trust you and I believe in you and I don’t believe that will happen, but I still worry about it.
Well, the results are in!!
Gold medal in Board Breaking
2nd place Womens Forms
3rd place Womens Sparring
and now for the pictures!!!
I had to compete with the worst migrane by th time it got to be forms and sparing… I was so happy that I got what I did after how I felt! When we got home this picture was taken and I think if I was outside one more minute I would have thrown up from the lights.
my mother took this in the traditional Taekwon-do pose right infront of the main door to her house. I had to try to stand there like that for about 5 minutes, i thought i had more endurance than that *lol* my leg was shaking!!
I couldn’t believe when I got that gold! I was up against blackbelts and people breaking 4 boards! My pattern was simple though. I think that was what put me ahead really… I started doing a hammerfist, defended to the rear to do a front flip to a jump front kick. I defended to the left to do a back fist before going to the right for a jumpside kick. I have a movie of i that too but I don’t have anywhere to post it. That was probably the most exciting thing of my taekwon-do life. I can’t wait for the next tournament.