Title: Acoustic #3
Artist: the goo goo dolls
Album: Dizzy up the girl

They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told to you
And the least they ever gave you
Was the most you ever knew

And I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What’s the point in all this screaming
No one’s listening anyway

Your voice is small and fading
And you hide in here unknown
And your mother loves your father
Cause she’s got nowhere to go

And she wonders where these dreams go
Cause the world got in her way
What’s the point in ever trying
Nothing’s changing anyway

They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you’re falling anyway

And you know I see right through you
Cause the world gets in your way
What’s the point in all this screaming
You’re not listening anyway

Iris…. I feel like I want to die


Iris

And I’d give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Do you think my feelings were hurt


Well, before I finally start my bitching for the morning… I just want to say Hi and say that I’m finally 18 and no one gives a damn. So thanks for everything….. Espically to my family who uses me to get to the other ones. Thanks a fucking lot. You all just go rot in hell for using a kid to hurt your own sister!

Okay…. This is how it goes… my birthday was decent. I had fun with my parents. Kinda wished a few of my friends remembered. I don’t want presents or anything, just recognition. Bryan, Kristian, Josh, Eric, Francois and Artie… You guys kick ass. I love you all. You’re the ones that remembered and I love you for it. But because my mom’s side of the family is all insane and they want to hurt her they got mean to me and decided to make it out on me to hurt her….

Because I’ve felt so bad about it I decided to stay home today… just because I needed the break from the world… I’m so tired… But this is the thing last night that hurt me… I’m a lonely soul… and I don’t go to sleep that easily… so I got into a bad habit of calling someone…just to hear there voice before I went to sleep so I wouldn’t be scared… my favorite night light broke… so that the other thing too… But I called Victor last night… because I was scared of something I don’t remember…And he said to me “I don’t mean to hurt your feelings… but if there a reason you call me every night? It gets a little monotonous…” god damn it… it’s just like the yahoo pool thing all over again isn’t it? I’m lonely I’m sorry… so I just hung up… I’m not going to call him anymore for a while…Everyone says this thing has about a week left on it… maybe they’re all right about it… It’s not fun anymore… I always get the impression I’m always bothering him… he says I’m not… but damn it. You know that feeling…

So I talked to Artie for a while… Eric seems to be my best bet for love it seems… we’re closer… and there is stuff there that I know can’t happen anymore…

And Kristian sent me a song by the guy Saybia… It’s called “The second you sleep”… I’ve been listening to it on repeat… and I still feel like crying… I can do that to you… these are the lyrics

Saybia
The second you sleep

You close your eyes, and leave me naked by your side
You close the doors so I can’t see the love you keep inside the love you keep for me

It’ fills me up, it fells like living in a dream, it fills me up so I can see, the love you keep inside the love you keep for me

I stay to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone… it gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight tomorrow you’ll be gone, I wish by god you’d stay

I stay to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone… it gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight, tomorrow you’ll be gone, I wish by god you’d stay

Stay….

I stay to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone… it gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight, tomorrow you’ll be gone,
It gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight, tomorrow you’ll be gone,
I wish by god you’d stay

Stay… Stay… stays….

I wish by god you’d stay t fills me up, it fells like living in a dream, it fills me up so I can see, the love you keep inside the love you keep for me

I stay to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone… it gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight tomorrow you’ll be gone, I wish by god you’d stay

I stay to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone… it gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight, tomorrow you’ll be gone, I wish by god you’d stay

Stay….

I stay to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone… it gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight, tomorrow you’ll be gone,
It gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight, tomorrow you’ll be gone,
I wish by god you’d stay

Stay… Stay… stay….

I wish by god you’d stay

And Chris sent me a song by Trash Can Sinatras “leave me alone”

Also really reflects my mood

Trash Can Sinatras
Leave me alone

Hardest thing of all, is to belong the hardest thing of all is time
Cause I’m not sad at all I can see beyond the hardest thing of all good bye

Leave me alone, you’re all I wanted. Don’t haunt me now… don’t want to know
Leave me alone, found what I’m made of, Don’t want you back. Need you back.

Got no place to go, Feeling going slow, the lowest of the low tonight
Well how and I suppose to know. If you won’t talk to me, don’t talk to me

Just leave me alone, you’re all I wanted don’t haunt me now, don’t want to know
Just leave me alone, found what I’m made of, don’t want you back. Need you back.

Yeah. The hardest thing of all… the hardest thing of all…. is I’m not sad at all
Good bye…

Just leave me alone, you’re all I wanted don’t haunt me now, don’t taunt me now.
Just leave me alone, found what I’m made of, don’t want you back. Don’t need you back.

You're a Dragon Babeh!!!
You are a Dragon! Oh, but not the big fat European
version… Oh no no no you’re a creature of
style and taste. You love the exotic foods of
other places and have a special place on your
pallete for arsenic, and bird’s nest soup. You
are the symbol of royalty, good luck, and
enlightenment. Hey, if you’re good enough, you
could even become a deity!

What Japanese Creature are you?
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