Frustrations…


I’m on LaurensHope.com and looking at the new Halloween bracelets that they have and there is one that i really, really want …but its $65 plus tax and my bank account is overdrawn by almost $400…i have no right to want anything until all the bills are payed… and they will be soon… they have to be … i wish we could do them a bit faster

http://www.laurenshope.com/product.aspx?id=1049&cat_id=80

and i am so mad at my manager today too

today with my dad


so.. its his birthday so he decided that he wanted to come down and get up in my face today … it actually wasn’t too bad to see him and i guess that was really suprising…we went to Panera bread for breakfast and got sandwitches and i treated him to it … then we went around for a little bit to show him where a few local sites are… but when we were eating we just sat there and talked. I tried to explain secondlife to him and a few other things that I do and how much school i really have too.

my mother gave me a bag of stuff too and it was really nice to get some of those things. she gave me money too and i really need to put it into my account to try to unnegative my account..i really need to check it to see if i can save it … its really really bad right now… and when i get paid tomorrow i have to pay the cable bill.

I just realized that our bill was due today for electric and we forgot to pay it… so its going to be late and we’re going to be in trouble because of it. Hopefully if he can pay some of it when he gets home we’ll be okay. i just want all of this stuff caught up already. Im just so tired of things being so late..i know that he is too ..

but seeing my dad wasnt so bad… i just… i dont know… we got to do a few other things i need for a presentation on tuesday where my group leads the devotionals.

thats about all there is for now… i guess there is more to post … i’ll backdate it


today was a long day at work but yesterday when i got home i fell asleep at 7 and didn’t get up again until 4am when i had to go to work for 5… today was an okay day… im kinda upset i still have no grades … other than that i have some homework to do but not as much as a ususally have to do … thats kinda nice too … i can get most of it done later… this week i mean… thats all for now … off to play on SL


work was hard today … i overslept… got in an hour late and Riss was being shitty to me … i hear from registrar tomorrow about if i can still take arabic for free or if i have to pay… that would suck… i have one paper done and the homework for that class… i need to finish the Ministry paper and that reading … then the Docterine of God shit … i really want to do a good post …. i miss doing a good post

Davis has off of work tomorrow… and i think i have off tomorrow after 12pm… great to do work and to spend some time with him and i love him a lot … i want us to go do fun things… thats all for now…

homework and snuggle time now


small nervious breakdown last night at the thought of all the homework i have to get done… but its starting to get there i really do love my guy for all the shit he puts up with with me … hes really my knight in shining whatever … i have 2 papers almost done now…

i went to see my mom on wednesday and it was really great to get to see her and my dad was an ass but we went clothes shopping and now i have pants again and a few other things that make me feel pretty and i was late for class but we saw a hindu temple and it was really pretty and we got lost and went to the big mall and kohls and i got her lunch and there were lambshanks

my job really sucks and i really want another one but thats not going to happen anytime soon… big presentation on thursday too… lots of shit and only a little time to do it all in i cut class to get work done and really got nothing done too…i got more done in the last 25 minuets than i have all day

i want to post in more detail about everything but somehow i think all i will do is bitch… so no

more eventually… maybe even pictures…