Black Balloon

You’re Pink! You’re not afraid to be different, and you’re more than willing to go your own way. You’re quite the dare devil, and quite outspoken. Sure you’re not the best, but that’s okay! You’ve been through lots of struggles to get where you are right now, and you’re quite content with how you’re life’s been going. You’re known to cause a little mischief, but that’s all in good fun.
What Kind of Pop Princess Are You? Quiz by Jonah

I'm Lammy!
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got up and took a shower, and I’m awake… what more do you people want… they need me at work in an hour ten… fuck fuck fuck… 10-3-4:30ish… sad part is that I really need the money… my parents put all of mine in a bank account I can’t get to until I’m 18… problem? Thatsall the money I’ve had to live off of this year… 146 bucks… and thats after I payed this months bills… it would have been over $200… Thank god I get paid in another 2 weeks… But sereiously.. I can’t live off of 6 bucks tip money… and coins are such a pain in the ass to carry around!!

This week is my spring break thats why I need money..

but I’m just really depressed… the Italy trip was cansled because of all the terrorism… so now I’m stuck here.. but A bunch of my friends are still going and I don’t weant them to! it’s dangerious over there! What if something happenes?! **sighs** and Rob is in DC… Katy’s in italy ((-.-;;)) God help me if lauren wants anything to do with me! I highly doubt that… it’s like she just doesn’t care anymore… like I’m just feels like she ued me until she got what she wanted and now that she has her life and all of that i’m left in the dust… Jackies probably out smoking something or ODing on pain killers… what I’d do to go hang out with her this week. She’s awesome anyway… And all the other guys are out camping! I don’t want to be stuck at home the entire time with my mother! she’s not that bad… but we have some serious conflicts… Like my being Bi and being an athiest… She’s a straight, devout Roman cathoic… but THANK YOU to all those evil priests… I feel bad feel bad for all those kids. but there making my mother want to turn form the church! Finally!! I won’t mind that much!

but as for my break… Vic’s going back this week so that really sucks.. I won’t get to see him… and so does almost everyone else… I NEED FRIENDS! here… friends here!

Download the acoustic to the Goo goo dolls Black balloon! or Aim me! I have it and it’s awesome! (( maybe because i’m such a huge fan!)) And Ego Opinion Art and commerce. It’s such a great CD! There are Re-makes of a bunch of songs! like 2 days in February! too bad some asshole stepped on my copy AND CRACKED IT.. I hop it still works… once I find where I put it… fuck me!

well, I guess work today won’t be that bad! I really like to go actually. it’s kinda fun. I know most of the custumers and all that rot! so whatever! 6 hours. Whatever!

well, my bitchass mother is making me go and clean again… it’s bad enough that’s what I’ll have to do at work later but now I have to do it here! -.-;; it’s Saturday! I’ll get it done eventually… ^^ maybe

Basics: what is your…
01. name? Juliet — you know… like the play… -.-;;
02. D.O.B.? 03-23-85
03. location: the armpit of america… NJ
04 Religion: Athiest…the all suck
05. occupation? Short order cook

01. hair? brown
02. eyes? Blue & green
03. height? 5’1 or2″
04. weight? I really don’t know… somewhere like 116-118

Style of…
01. clothing? Jeans, whote shirt and blue pullover. white socks.. and my sneekers
02. music? Alt.Rock…
03. makeup? sometimes… lots of blue and lots of black
04. body art? depends

Right now, what are you…
01. wearing? light blue socks. Faided low cut blue jeans, hot pink underwear… White shirt and bra… and a blue pullover sweater and ablue headrag
02. listening to? Frank Ticheli – Shenandoah
03. thinking of? sleeping… I have such a headache
04. feeling? pain…..

Last thing you…
01. bought? nothing because my parents are dickheads
02. did? a puzzle
03. ate & drank? 3 huge strawberries and a lemon tart
04. read? The two towers
05. watched on tv? seinfeld

Who do you want to…
01. kill? THIS HEADACHE!!!
02. shag? victor
03. slap? everyone?
04. hear from? no one
05. get really wasted with? JACKIE!!!!
06. tickle? o.o;;

01. food? sushi ^^
02. drink? anything liquid
03. color? Midnight Blue
04. album? Goo goo dolls!! Gutterflowers
05. shoes? black, broken down keds
06. site? dunno… don’t care
07. dance? I hate dancing
08. song? Here is gone- Goo goo dolls and Breathing — lifehouse
09. vegetable? lettus
10. fruit? strawberries

Idle Profession Quiz Results - Final Fantasy video game heroine

My profession is Final Fantasy video game heroine!
My name is Juliet. I am an evil busty babe, with silver hair and turquoise eyes.
My goals in life are to steal the game’s generic villain and have sex with my friends.
My love interest is a heart-rendingly pale scientist with sexy glasses whose father is a mad scientist.

Take the idle profession quiz yourself!

ColorGenics pt2

It would appear that at this particular time of your life you are going through a tough time. You are feeling (or have recently felt) miserable and depressed and perhaps you are still feeling that way. Maybe all the trials and tribulations just aren’t worth it. Your present anxieties could have been associated with either your ‘private’ or ‘business’ life – whatever … what you really need at this time is to get away from it all, maybe a vacation – alone, or better still, perhaps with someone that you know really cares for you, someone who appreciates you – not for what you have but for who you are. A short vacation may be all you need to afford you the time to recover and to get back to your normal vital self.

Everything seems to be going against you at this time. Try as you may you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. Nothing is going as you would plan. The situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. It would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.

You have a high opinion of yourself. It is perhaps because of this self-centredness that you become exasperated when you feel that your needs are misinterpreted by those around you. When this happens – and it does quite often – you feel that there is no-one that can understand the way you feel and it is because of this egocentric self that you are quick to take offence.

It would seem that an existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory and you feel that there is little that you can do about it without ‘some help from your friends’, but you have no desire to show the world how vulnerable you really are and therefore you consider it inadvisable to display affection or be over demonstrative. You regard this particular relationship as a depressing tie and although you would like to be independent and unhampered, you don’t want to run the risk of losing anything. All this leads you to react ‘touchily’ and with impatience, while the urge to ‘get away from it all’ results in considerable restlessness and stress. Your ability to concentrate may suffer.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer – MOVE!

My head hurts… a lot

Libera Mei: **sighs**
Tyamet2000: WHat’s wrong?
Libera Mei: I have a headache… I feel like shit and all of my friends are still going to italy
Libera Mei: and my asshole parents made me put all of my money away in a place I can’t get to for another 2 years
Tyamet2000: o.o;; Why?
Libera Mei: because they’d reather have it in a band then where I could spend it
Libera Mei: $146… I’ve been saving that for months
Tyamet2000: For the trip?
Libera Mei: for anything
Libera Mei: it’s taken me forever to get that!
Tyamet2000: That sucks
Libera Mei: now I’m living off coins…
Libera Mei: I have nothing ** crying**
Tyamet2000: *huggles you* Calm down..
Libera Mei: this isn’t fair
Libera Mei: I’m stuck here in this fucking hell hole!
Libera Mei: I have no vacation!
Libera Mei: I was out all day with a screaming headache and a period driving me insane!
Libera Mei: then I get to the book store and I’m not alloud to get a Workbook I want because they think I’ll teach myself wrong
Tyamet2000: And that’s why you need to calm down, before you get too pissed.
Libera Mei: so I just get to go home and then i’m rished out again for a fucking 40 minute walk
Libera Mei: my headache goes away
Libera Mei: then it comes back once I get into the hose!
Libera Mei: **sighs**
Tyamet2000: Just calm down.
Libera Mei: I had to eat today when i just wanted to just… I don’t know… nurse my screaming head
Libera Mei: they force me out of the house at 9am!!!
Libera Mei: we got home at 2! I could just bitch!! I just hate it here! GOD DAMN IT

The idea of togetherness, love, warmth, tenderness and mutual understanding fascinates you but you seem to be embarrassed by the thought of allowing this to appear openly. It would appear that you employ a cautious exploratory tactic in the pursuit of this objective, making sure that you are neither irrevocably committed nor found out.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly – far slower than you anticipated – and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like ‘giving up’ – don’t. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression ‘All’s well that ends well’ will have an extra special meaning for you.

It’s the time of year that you are apt to become extremely restless and emotionally withdrawn. This is preventing you from becoming deeply involved with a person or persons within your sphere of influence. If you are willing to ‘let go’ and release your inhibitions you will find that a great deal of physical satisfaction will result, far more than perhaps you even believed you were capable of.

From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You’re really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your ‘thing’ in your own way.

You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.

A little bit of La entrada

well, I’m adding to my book in here, so if it doesn’t make sence… adapt! it’s not supose to!

she slowly lowered her arms to my eye leval and held them palm out to me.
” your powers mean nothing Kismet Todavias! Le the ground crumble beneeth you as you slowly fall into your grave!”
” Ah Alaborn Relicbane! This is only the first of our confrontations! you sitll have a whole life to live.”
” IF I live through this confrontation maybe I will! Because one of us will not remain standing!”
” you are full of false bravado my child! bu… again… you are not a child! Dressed in the clothing of a woman of many years your inexpierence means nothing to me! You are just another bug!”
” And you? an arachnid of some sort? Here to take your victims and tie them in your silken threads only to destroy them laster as though they were nothing but a worthless pice of scum? Who died and left you as the goddess!” SHe was planning herattack her dark grey eyes had heat comming form them like fire! She lunged and I stepped to the sid. I jumped ontop of her.
” Bewary madam spider! The bird has come and invaded your web”
” NEVER!” her force sent me back and I loojked up at her from the cold marble floor
” You spineless wrench! how dare you attack me!” she dropped onto of me and as she planned her attack I sunk my teeth into the thousand year old flesh. Again her blood rushed through me, her mind was finally linked with mine, Could I let her live through this night? I felt her immortal heart slow. But her memories and visions were implanted in my mind. I let her go, pushed hger off of me. And I felt the rush of power through me body. and from my body I used the first of her gifts. The lifting gift. I turned my hands so my palms were facing the seling and I liften them. and as i lifted them her stone cold body was lifted into the air. I pushed foward. She was dropped into the coffin and the lid was slammed shut. I looked at my hands and then looked at her. the power that had been my inhibitor was finally my posesion! I knew of the amulets as I turned to leave. none of that mattered anymore. I had my own land and coven to start. but to do that I would have to leave this place forever! and Vow to never return

THere was one last stop I had to make. To Visit Sorine Relicbane, the demoness herself, who never created another one. Mortal until hte day of her death, when she was finally transformed. I had never been to her rooms thought I knew where they were. In my yeasrs of torment here I had never been inside! i had only seen her once in my whole existance! but the time had come to explain to her. to win her to my side and to my aid. The doors, like todavias, were huge, but aprt of the grand hall. THe doors were notof one metal but sections of many. There were no carvings on them. The tri metals weere enough of an ornimentation. but there were no outer handles. I pused on hte door but to know avail. I knocked. there was a noise then the doors opened top reval another huge hall…I was beyond belef! inside there were many other mortals and immortals! and in the center of it all was the high queen herself. in all of her regal glory. with her crown and jeweles braded into her long hair! there was silence as my first steps echoed into the rooms. With so many beautiful colors I stuck out Like a crack in a glass window! Sorine smiled.
” LAdies and Gentlemen! Presenting Her royal highness Princess Alaborn!” I felt my heart stop! she came over to me and embraced me ” daughter! You have finally arived! but with bad news I take of it…” her expression changed once she touched my hand
‘ Kismet todaivias is to be trapped into that voault she cast herself in’ I used another of the curssed ones gifts Sorine looked in horror
‘ how? What are you doing?’
‘ it is time for me to leave “mother” I cannot stay here like I could not when I was young! I am to start my own and leave this place. Will you assist me?’ she looked astonished!
” everyone! please! head to the ball room for dancing while I speak to my daughter.” Slowly they all left. She looked at me with a look of half disgust! ” noone has broken away, never have they broken away! why?”
” Kismet todavias has done it to me! and if you want your name to live on you’ll find a way for me to get to eastern Europe! Will you help me?” i looked into her eyes and she sighed
” I understand you… and if you must… Mariel.. Alaborn… I will do what I can on one condision.”
“name it”
” you will keep the Relicbane name going! For all time”
” done!”
” you wil lget a black coach and a coffer to travle in by day, you will have all the gold you need. Anything you need write to me it and shall be yours…”

merow….. ugh…

Hey there!

Wow, I’m posting again! Who knew! I’ve had a good week! and I’m listening to another new (to me) Elton John song ^^ singing too!! It’s so much fun! I love this song well; I love all of his Songs! Right now it’s “I want love” So pretty… I AM SUCH A FREAK!!

Well, here’s the interesting thing. My birthday was awesome! I got to have KFC for lunch! and Sushi for dinner! I love that stuff! And I went to the mall and applied for a new job! It’s at a teddy bear store! Next too one of my favorites! The San Francisco music Box Co ^^ I got a limited edition Phantom of the opera Music box ^^ With the phantom and Christine playing Angel of music ^^ and for my birthday I got a Big Kite! and Soap from the Play Romeo and Juliet ((but they spelled Juliet wrong… Jiuliet… ew!!)) and I got a cool gall élan thermometer! and a beautiful bracelet! ^^ and A wind chime with 4 notes of A major ((you know, like the minuet)) and glass flowers! It was all so cool! and I got 2 bracelets. one was made for me from my daddy and a small silver one from my aunt! and the final birthday girls doll from hallmark ^^ WEEE!!

and now I’m listening to Elton John music because it’s awesome and just relaxing! I’ve gotten a lot of great test grades lately so I’m on that 9 cloud or whatever! It’s just been cool. but I got put into a study hall… and it sucks… I hate it really badly… because I can’t do gym because of my shoulder! it’s just such a waste of time! I’d rather sit in gym! It’s just so dumb… just like the librarian… she’s a bitch… but I’m not going into that

Moving right along! I got into a little thing with Victor-san last night. We had a little altercation over how he gets when someone insults him… jeebus! so… we kinda solved it… but I was still up the whole night thinking… not a good thing… but I mean… I just couldn’t speak to him yet today, He messaged me and I deliberately started to Ignore him… I jut don’t know… everyone’s telling me to dump his ass lately… and it’s driving me nuts! What Rob and I do is our business! yes, we kiss… but it’s not that big a thing! and yes, we are going out to dinner tomorrow night! But it’s for my birthday… am I lying to myself? am I really falling in love with him? I don’t think I want to… he’s adorable… and he’s everything… I mean… it’s like you can’t get much better then he is! But part of me is just… holding me to victor… it’s like the bigger part of me really, really loves him… but there the physical part that’s loving Rob… But not everything about him… Some of the things he does aren’t exactly the most… well, un-invasive… **sighs** what am I doing! my fingers don’t even really want to type! I just feel so torn… If I leave Victor I’ll be miserable for the rest of time… but if I do this with Rob I may as well just feel dishonest! But… I don’t want to think of it as a date so say! We’re just going out for my birthday! That’s all!!! **sighs** I’m in way over my head… maybe my spring break is all I need to get my life back in order again…

OFF OF MY PERSONAL LIFE… Everything is good… I hope

Your name of Juliet has given you an appreciation of the business world and the handling of finances. You could do well in the sales field. You are ambitious, desire the best in life, and appreciate quality in all things. You are creative, promotional, and versatile, all qualities leading to success in the financial side of your life. However, this name has made you rather aggressive, shrewd, and critical and has caused you to be extremely independent. It is difficult for you to express fully the softer, more feminine qualities that should be a part of your nature. This name creates such a strong, positive nature, that the more sensitive types of people would find it overpowering at times. It is not easy for you to relax because you feel so much drive. Tension, which is destructive to your health, affects you in the area of the solar plexus and stomach. You could also suffer with problems in the female generative organs.

my name profile was that

and colorgenics
You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.

In the past there have been – and maybe there still are – many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You don’t like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.