i miss posting in here, it makes me sad not to but ive not had any time

i really do like my new store and my job now … um… the thesis is totally and completely done thank GOD … now its just to get the last homeworks done before Friday. OH MY GOD.

its getting closer and closer to graduation and closer to stuff with my parents exploding … somehow that scares the hell out of me. i love my guy a lot, he means the world to me and somehow when i think of my parents meeting him and everything that goes with that part of me is ashamed of myself and ashamed of what they might think. After all of these years … i am so comfortable with him and so happy to be with him … i just dont know what to do.

of course it has to get fixed with him … but … i’m no shallow like this around other people and my guy, but when i think of my parents … i dont know what the hell is wrong with me. I dont know what i’m looking for or at i dont know what to do.

i should do more homework … i need the books … i think i need to go to bed now though

a religion joke from the seminarian

A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman’s husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already.

The little boy says, "Dark in here."
The man says, "Yes, it is."
Boy: "I have a baseball."
Man: "That’s nice"
Boy : "Want to buy it?"
Man: "No, thanks."
Boy: "My Dad’s outside."
Man: "OK, how much?"
Boy: "$250"

In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together.

Boy: "Dark in here."
Man: "Yes, it is."
Boy: "I have a baseball glove."
The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?"
Boy: "$750"
Man: "Sold!"

A few days later, the Dad says to the boy, "Grab your glove, let’s go outside and have a game of catch."
The boy says, "I can’t, I sold my baseball and my glove."
The Dad asks, "How much did you sell them for?"
Boy: "$1,000"
The Dad says, "That’s terrible to over-charge your friends like that…that is waaay more than those two things cost. I’m taking you to church, to confession."

They go to the church and the Dad makes the little boy sit in the confessional booth and closes the door.

The boy says, "Dark in here."
The priest says, "Don’t start that shit again; you’re in my closet now!"

I’m really starting to like my new job

the thesis is due the 10th  and i am not done yet

… im kinda tired and the house is a mess but easter is tomorrow and that makes me happy

… more to post when the thesis is done thank gods