When desperate static beats the silence up…

i am in transition, and not the kind of transition that everyone is hearing about in the news. I am in a place where I’m standing on uneven ground. Paul Tillich talked about this … he likened it to standing in the sand, with one foot in the sand while the other foot is on steady ground… .and the worst part is I have so much to say, so much I want to say … and I don’t know how to find the words.

Im not sure what I want to do about it. I want to talk, I want to work it out … I want to find the words to articulate how I feel but I don’t know if there are words. I feel like the silence is being attacked within my own head and I can’t find the words to even understand.

There has to be an answer … a solution… or something… at least acceptance.