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I love Everclear– this song is god


Chrysanthemum
Everclear
Slowmotion Day dream

Yes I hate the way I feel and it makes no sense
Five months gone and all I got
Pretty pink flowers on my chain link fence
I don’t like what it means
Cause I know there’s more to come
I can’t go home without
Chrysanthemum

I walk around lost and I don’t know why
I don’t see the faces or the places I should recognize
It’s like that dream where it feels like home but it don’t look right
Yes I will look everywhere tonight
I will not stop till I make things right
And I can’t go home till I see the sun
I can’t go home without
Chrysanthemum
No I can’t go home without
Chrysanthemum


Tom Waits
Nighthawks at the Diner
Emotional Weather Report

late night and early morning low clouds
with a chance of fog
chance of showers into the afternoon
with variable high cloudiness
and gusty winds, gusty winds
at times around the corner of
Sunset and Alvorado
things are tough all over
when the thunder storms start
increasing over the southeast
and south central portions
of my apartment, I get upset
and a line of thunderstorms was
developing in the early morning
ahead of a slow moving coldfront
cold blooded
with tornado watches issued shortly
before noon Sunday, for the areas
including, the western region
of my mental health
and the northern portions of my
ability to deal rationally with my
disconcerted precarious emotional
situation, it’s cold out there
colder than a ticket taker’s smile
at the Ivar Theatre, on a Saturday night
flash flood watches covered the
southern portion of my disposition
there was no severe weather well
into the afternoon, except for a lone gust of
wind in the bedroom
in a high pressure zone, covering the eastern
portion of a small suburban community
with a 103 and millibar high pressure zone
and a weak pressure ridge extending from
my eyes down to my cheeks cause since
you left me baby
and put the vice grips on my mental health
well the extended outlook for an
indefinite period of time until you
come back to me baby is high tonight
low tomorrow, and precipitation is
expected


I just start listening to this song and want to put my hand though something, you know… just punch it really hard and scream…

I’ve given up looking foward to a few things… I don’t know… on the outside I’m happy like… christ… I’m happy when I’m not made to see those fucking people… but I get home and everything comes back to me again…

as the rain fall tonight, so will the blood flood the land as free as the river, and just as deadly


I just start listening to this song and want to put my hand though something, you know… just punch it really hard and scream…

I’ve given up looking foward to a few things… I don’t know… on the outside I’m happy like… christ… I’m happy when I’m not made to see those fucking people… but I get home and everything comes back to me again…

as the rain fall tonight, so will the blood flood the land as free as the river, and just as deadly