Writer’s Block: Meanwhile, back on the ranch …

the absolute worst thing about going back to work … especially at my really crappy job is that i know my boss will give me hell for no particular reason. She’s just a gigantic pain in the butt and likes to just be a great big bully. So for that time I’m not there… it’s really nice because i can actually just spend some time not being talked down to … and i think that every time i come back i get less and less acclimated to the fact that shes just a nasty bitch.

i was just off for 2 weeks and today will be my 4th day back after it … and all i can keep thinking is ‘why am i still here … and even better … why do i still put up with this nonsense from her.

Work today was long but it was an Ok day anyway… i need to do some work on myself so i dont put EVERYTHING in my mouth … it’s really hard working in a bakery to not want to eat everything. I just need to keep working on it

 and i went and got breakfast today before work too then i dropped him off and went to work… i had to pick the poor guy up late though because my job does kinda suck

we had a really good supper tonight too, my mom was going on about it so i finally made it i had a small breakdown while i was trying to do it though……. im not the best cook and it was hard for me to do but it tasted so good when it was done

my resource binder is due tomorrow by midnight too and i’m not done … i did 7 pages of the 9 page paper and i know i can do at least the last 3 pages tomorrow and find a holepuncher for the binder afterwork

now… since iron chef is over and i think im starting to get tired i am going to put the leftovers away … and go to bed …

i have to be up at 4 to drop him off, and then come home and go backto bed for 3 hours…and then i go to work 9-2 and get to pick my guy up from work then too! i am pretty darn sure we’re going to get home and just crash though i’ll get the work done i’m not even worried about that! 

a2 +b2 =

well i dont think i can do math on my subject lines very well… and it’s just fine with me. i feel kinda crappy today i woke up just … sick… i’m hoping to feel better tomorrow! So i didn’t do too much of value today… no homework for the seminary but i did a few things for S.M. I’m trying to think what else i did today. 

oh wait, i did clean! the kitchen is looking better and some of the christmas decorations are down. i just didnt have the energy to do the rest of it today. i think i’ll get it done tomorrow since we’re both off

other than that today was an easy day with not too much drama

and i think im going to go to bed now, and hope i feel better in the morning

First things first … HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY   I love you, by the way… so deal with it! we’re actually off together for today. it’s neat

I had something of value to say about yesterday too but i never got to it because of other random stuff. my father called me in the morning telling me that he has a light day and he knows my car needs work so he’s coming down to get the stuff done to my car ( i found out later that him doing this is a bigtime man insult to the other important man in my life) and i was caught by suprise… i had a ton of things to get done but he was coming anyway. So i take a shower, take the trash out of my car, go get her washed and he was here. I have 2 lights burned out on it. it really wasnt too bad… i was suprised. He met me at westgate where my laundry was. we went and got bulbs… and he wantd to know where the local Honda dealer is … I have no idea… but there is one on freemansburg, so we replaced my tail light and my headlight and then i got him a coffee and a sticky and me an icegreen tea and something to eat and we talked for a while and it was nice. by the time we got back my wash was dry and he went on his way…

and i had to rush around like a nut to try to get all the decorations up, the laundry home, the pie made, the other thing picked up… and the presents wrapped. It all got done of course… but it was a bit stressful in the morning to try to get everything i needed and know i had to get back to pick him up and TRY not to blow all the suprises! 

I can’t keep secrets! 

we had a nice night together and then this morning has been nice too 😀 . it’s just going to be a very good day.

I have one last thing to do for this Tarot class before i become a full fledged facilitator … the problem is that it’s boring, and it’s long … and i really don’t want to do it. I have to make my own spreads, then use the combined exploding and the compound methods to make another huge spread and then i have to go through it and answer it. I really, really dont want to have to make a spread that is more than 6 cards. I hate doing spreads like that. I know it’s important for me to know and for me to be able to teach … but gods it’s a lot of work just so they can tell me i know what I’m doing and other people in the class can cheat off my work.

I really dont feel like having people cheat off my work for the rest of their homeworks. and i know it’s just one more lesson. I’m not too cranky about it really… and i know it has to get done. I think i can get it all done today…oh wait, i probably have to do that and do thesis the rest of the week. That would be a decent plan i think. 

Well, i’m going to try to get some of this homework done before we decide what else to do with our day. I think he liked his presents! 

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