Celtic Fest and other random crap


I cannot believe how great CelticFest was this year I cannot believe I almost didn’t go! Rachel kinda made me to tell you the truth… it was one of those “you know you’ll feel better if you come” moments. So we left and went at the opening (4:30) and stayed until the 11pm closing. I don’t think I’ve had that much fun. The seaizures and tremors were completely gone and I didn’t have to worry about being in bright lights for too long and being set off. I could be running around and drinking limeaids with Rachel and eating funnel cakes and being hyper and have a great time without worrying about consequences!
THe other amazing part about Celtic fest is that it actually takes place in the back of south campus, its not much of walk… about 2 minutes to get there from where I live. Beats the pants out of driving and NEVER FINDING A PARKING SPACE. There is NOWHERE to park around here as it is when nothing is going on! … and Christkindlemart is even worse. But I love bethlehem at christmas. So beautiful with all the candles… at least until it starts geting icy and we all break our asses on the bricks…

Back to CelticFest… We never went for the drinking (but everyones knows that it happened so I’ll get to that later) and mostly to look around at all the vendors and just shop like silly girls. She wanted to get a claddugh ring like mine, and well… I just wanted to go and spend money because its a fun thing to do. I cannot believe all of the pretty things. She finally found her ring after a few hours at a stand and got a few other things too. I was pretty preoccupied with our funnel cake and the sweet tasting and smelling liquid in my cup. I cannot believe how good everything was there!

I loved wandering around with her, it was so much fun. I ended up getting this set of boxes for my tarot cards. A very good friend find the beautiful set of cards I had been obcessing over and got them for me. I needed to find a beautiful box to keep them in so they would stay safe! I also got a beautiful burgandy skirt too. I don’t normally like shades of red but this skirt was perfect on me! So I got it… and that picture I posted a few days ago is me and Ray in that skirt. There was just much eating, drinking and drinking, drinking and rejocicing. Everytime someone wanted me to hold their drink I took a sip or two. It was my right after all

We also ran into a band that stole our hearts. We became their first american fan girls too!! They’re a band from the Isle of Man called King Chiaullee. Amazing Celtic Rock musicians and the fiddler is so hott. I had to run and buy the CD that they signed for me and we needed a picture with them. Such amazing hottness. So of course we had to go back and see them on Sunday too… and sat right on the stage to be as close as possiable to them and it was just awesome.

Joyce and all of her group were there too… Joyce had about 6 yards that night and was so blasted the next day I think she should have staryed home. Patrick started drinking at 10am and didn’t stop until sunday. I think they should donate his body to science when he’s good and dead. I’d like to play with that cadaver actually… Patrick is very gay and when he gets drunk enough he starts making out with people and now there are pictures and stories all over of me making out with Patrick. He’s not a bad kisser either… but I wouldn’t do that again… it was wrong in so many different ways. but every time Joyce say me she kept asking me where I got alcohol from. Um… I got it from the tent you idiots and when you weren’t looking… out of your glass too.

Ray and I got away from them and wandered more and purchaced more things and it was fun…lots of great music and I had to change into my skirt so I could do a few irish Jiggs with some friends of mine too. And this wasweird but I saw a girl from High School I absolutely despised back then. I didn’t know Jackie was still living in the area and came with another girl. So I played the game with her and was all nice and friendly when really I’m thinking that you suck and I hate you but if you go back and talk to Katy like I know you will I want ot make sure my name is cleared.

Saw andy who took me and ray to see GlenGarry Bhoys (AMAZING) That was the most energy I’ve seen at a show in a long time. It was a celtic rock mosh pit and I’ve never had that much fun doing something like that. They played for about an hour and a half, the time went!!!!! I loved them so much i went and got their CD too. I just couldn’t believe that we were on the front dance floor in this mosh pit to celtic music. Everything was perfect!

Football game was saturday and we won 49-14… 70% of the band was completely hung over and a few of them were puking the whole time. I love celtic fest. The talk of me making out with patrick and mosshing with the drum major made it around the band… Steve threw up on the feild from his hangover and a bunch of other bandies were puking the whole game, but it was a good game. It was family weekend, so i was given a rose to give to my mother to be a nice band grrlie. She liked it. Made me happy to make her happy… im glad she came to the game. I went home to celebrate my fathers birthday after that and it was uneventful

Came back here on sunday morning and Rachel and i went back to celtic fest. Emily was all sour because she had no one to go with and it was boring and no one likes her and the two of us have an alliance against her. I can’t help it if you suck. Sorry. Time to move on if you can’t deal with it. I’m not a people pleaser idiot like you. Learn to work your internal off switch and maybe they whole school won’t think you’re a sex additch easy bitch. Oh wait… you are. Sorry Emily. but Rachel and I are sick of her and are planning on making the intentions known about whats going to be comming up soon.

Saw a full 45 minutes of king Chiaullee and another hour or so of GlenGarry.. amazing amazing amazing, front row or stage for both of them. Cowbell got tarot cards and a shawl for her new dress… i got goddesses for my purse. it was a good night.

on a more somber note… the seizures and tremmors that were gone have come back and have come back with a vengance sunday night. On the second time I went to see GlenGarry Bhoys I started having one and i just felt my entire world come crashing down around me. Everything I had been hoping for and dreaming of was destroyed. I don’t think I’ve cried that hard in a long time… I don’t think I’ve had that big of an anxiety attack either. I just felt so hopeless and powerless.

I was so out of it from the past few days I went up to bother the lovely miss Renee… who has the most amazing collection of bedtime stories and things. I really loved getting to hear the stories, it stopped my tremors and made me feel a bit better. Typed up Giovanni for Xamp. I don’t really know WHY he wants it, but he has it now…i was so tired at that point i messed up some of the words but it doesn’t matter all that much

chipped a tooth today during chemistry… its not a bad chip… thankfully I have a cleaning early next month and it will be taken care of before it has the chance to develop into something.

Band festival was tonight and i fell up and down a flight of steps… had to push my instrument farther than my body could do without a lot of pain and took a nice nap on the bus… and i think i need a nice nap now too

I love my new icon …

::End Transmission::

Yet another way to waste valuable time


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF – The Survey
Name: Juliet Chantel
Birthday: March 23
Birthplace: Chicago, Illinois
Current Location: Pennsylvania
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5’2”
Right Handed or Left Handed: Ambi, left preferance
Your Heritage: Czechs mix
The Shoes You Wore Today: sandals
Your Weakness: I try to do everything myself
Your Fears: Loosing control … or loosing control in public
Your Perfect Pizza: Hawiian or
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: TBA
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: 😄
Thoughts First Waking Up: goddammit Emily turn the fucking light off before I kill you……
Your Best Physical Feature: You tell me
Your Bedtime: When ever I get tired
Your Most Missed Memory:
Pepsi or Coke: Cherry Vanilla Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Cappuccino or Coffee: I don’t drink coffee often enough to have a preference
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: I was a vocal perf major… you tell me
Do you Shower Daily: no
Have you Been in Love: …sadly
Do you want to go to College: I’m still there
Do you want to get Married: At one time I did
Do you belive in yourself: eh…. depends on the day
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: yes
Are you a Health Freak: Sometimes
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes….
Do you like Thunderstorms: A lot
Do you play an Instrument: More than one instrument
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: perscription yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: yes
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: I want to die a beautiful death *Name the song thats from?*
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Anything but what I am now. I’d rather grow old than grow up anyway…
What country would you most like to Visit: New Zealand
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green
Favourite Hair Color: Dark brown
Short or Long Hair: Depends on the hair type
Height: 5’5”>5’10”
Weight: for myself or someone else?
Best Clothing Style: whatever covers and is comfortable
Number of Drugs I have taken: none illegally
Number of CDs I own: I can’t count that high
Number of Piercings: 0
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Regrets don’t change them. why waste the energy
CREATE YOUR OWN! – or – GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Yet another way to waste time… but its fun.


THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Julaya
2. Chantel
3. Jul/Jules

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Libera Mei
2. Raziel Infusco
3. Ophelia Immortel

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Musical Ability
2. common sense
3. –

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Seizures
2. Tremors
3. I can’t always express myself the way I want to

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Czech
2. French
3. Belgium

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Loosing Control
2. –
3. –

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Purple Pens
2. Notepad
3. ipod

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. signet ring
2. treble Clef ring
3. the rest of my clothes

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists(at the moment)):
1. The Goo Goo Dolls
2. Enter The Haggis
3. King Chiaullee

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. LifeHouse – You and Me
2. Enter The Haggis – Life For Love
3. Tom Waits – Midnight Lullaby

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Playing the Bag pipes
2. Passing chemistry
3. Drawing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Trust
2. Acceptance
3. consideration

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I don’t like animals, especially anything that lives in water
2. I’ve changed my major 5 times
3. I’ve made an attempt to kill myself

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. teeth
3. how much taller they are than me (I know its stupid)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Hair Legnth
2. Eyes
3. body type

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN’T DO:
1. Turn my back on someone who needs me
2. abandon something I’ve started
3. give up

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Martial Arts
2. Music
3. Writing

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING:
1. Physical Therapist
2. Instrumental Musician
3. Vocal Musician

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. New Zealand
2. Alaska
3. Australia

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. go through a year without seizures/tremors
2. Get my novel published
3. Play in a broadway pit orchestra

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR *[ELSE]…
1. ?
2. –
3. –

There is nothing up there


29% on the first major chemistry test … I was trying to do a post on what it means to hope. Not for anyone particular, but for myself.

I got that exam back and I’ve lost my hope right now. It will come back, it always does…

The seizures are back and worse than they were before they left. I don’t know if I can make it through this again, I don’t know if I’m strong enough to fight this battle again. I’m just so tired and so discouraged. How could they have been gone long enough for me to have one of the most amazing weekends of my life only to come back worse than they were?

Sometimes I feel that heaven is only here to break things down… Heaven is the unattainable, the the we all hope will be perfect but never existed to begin with.

I’m going to fail… I’m going to fail and dissapoint everyone like I always do… but then again, I wouldn’t be me if the expectations were too high and I’m not the right person for the job after all.

so until I get my hope back, I’ll go to class… maybe the hope post will come to me.