Wow… 7:33am and I’m not at school… what is this world coming to? Ooohh, we’re all going to die in a flaming ball of fire and it’s all because i’m in the internat at 7:33 in the morning and if my dad calls and catches me I’ll be dead in the water! because I dropped out of school!!!
….Actually it’s yet another doctors appointment… yay? -.-;;; it’s at 9:20 and I don’t feel like going… I hate morning appointments… I’m always so stiff and shit when I get up… Hopefully I won’t have to go in at all today… I don’t care what anyone says, how it’s all about the appearance. Bullshit, poppycock and all that rot. No once cares wether you’re there or you’re not! I’ll make up the fucking work. it’s not that big of a deal
I got up too early this morning though… so I started playing ” Immagine” on my piano… and it sounded like crap… but I worked at it a little more and it got better. something tells me CS&N’s “Our House” will be my next project. I need to get a guirat and an Everclear book. They put out a new CD and I’m totally inlove with the fucking thing even though I’ve never heard it. I like everclear, there they band that says all the shit I want to but can’t seem to make sound like an intelligent human. They have a great sound.
And Crag Montoya is the reasion I started playing the mandolin. in the Songs for an american movie set he played mando in a few and I saw him in the concert with it and fell inlove! I’m such a dork aren’t!?
Even the magical, (yet disbanded) stabbing westward has a Cd out “the essential stabbing westward” Those guys were godly. I gotta admit. It’s sad that they broke up and are working with shit bands now… but what can you do? Chris Hall is still totally hot!!! *swoons* *lmao* I know, I’m being a chick again. Sorry!
I’m in a really good mood… I don’t know why though… well… I actually slept last night. Victor and I were up until midnight bullshitting though. I love that kid, he’s just as messed up as I am and it’s great! We were talking about some of the guys from his hall that I know and how I called Jo-nathan a flute playing pimp and a few other stupid things. It’s great being a clinical retard sometimes… we can mock eachother and it’s okay! it’s totally kosher because we both have it! But he’s the best thing that ever happened to me! We love to mock eachother and stuff like that. and it’s all over little things, And everything can be stupid and sexual. He called musicians evil and I just laughed at him. maybe we are… a little? *lol* we were comparing farts last night on the phone… that was funny! Thats how the two of us were before he went nuts. I’m hoping it was just that project that was making him insane… but I have so much fun just acting like a moron around him.
I want us to get together this summer. we’re convinced that someone is going to get arrested! *lol* that’s just funny to us. because he’s such a doll. we always joke about having to share a cell if we get arrested. then it’ll be okay! *lol* he’s such a messed up person but I love him anyway… How sick is that! right?
And I got this cute little thing. On the screen it’s these little foxxies and there mommy ^^ it’s soooooooooooo adorable!!!! the little ones are so cute! I love them to death! this is the cutest thing, and they just run all over my screen and into there little burro! I just adoped them off some mdi site I’ll never be able to find again! So I’m glad iI got it when I did… anyway, I’m going to go find food. Because i’m starving.
8:11 — fucking bitch of a mother. she might make me go in anyway! fucking whore. I’m not going in. no way… and i’ll find a way not to do it too!!!