So much for a family vacation again this year…

I don’t get it! Why does everyone else get to have a dad that they see… while mine is only home for like… an hour at night and then he goes to sleep and leaves at 5am…. I never see him… ever…. and it Drives me nuts…

for as much as I don’t like Daves dad… it’s like… he’s always home… I’d like my dad to be home, and to be nice to me… not treating me like some kind of outcast… my mom too…

this just drives me crazy… my mom and I were talking about this downstairs… How it would be nice if… for once…well… this is gonna sound totally crazy…. but I’d like to get to have a good family vacation for once… the longest my family can stand to be in the same room together is about 10 minutes… And on a vacation… or on any trip?…. maybe an hour… if it’s good… maybe 3 days….

you can’t do ANYthing in 3 days…he doesn’t even sit with us on the same part of the plane… and he always talks down to me… and says rotten things to me… and never can be nice about anything that I do… and then when all of us try to go somewhere he’s being rude to my mom… talking down to her…

And now there are 2 funerals this week for Aunt June and some great uncle I’ve never met… I don’t know about all of these people… where were they my whole life? And do I really have to go see them lying in a coffin? I’m not going… I’m not going to the reunion either… Fuck the Williamson… this isn’t cool beans man! I hate this family…

I hate seeing everyone who has a dad that’s home, that they see… and then there’s me… were the only time I get to see him is when I’m in a concert… and he’s not even there for all of those… I’m so tired of hearing about things people do with there dads… because I do everything with my mom … I learned how to Ride a bike with my mom, Learned how to hit a ball… my dad never did that… I always had to fight with him to get him to play anything with me… even catch…

bah… I’m getting food now

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