Do I have to cry for you?


I’m not exactally depressed… but I’m not happy either… i feel like i’m just here I guess…too much talk of love and families are getting to me lately…


Visionary, revolutionary, vigilante – these descriptions all fit you well. You are thoroughly disgusted with society and humanity as a whole, and you have several rather diabolical plans to reshape it to fit your designs. You’re probably a loner, and most people think you’re crazy. That’s just because they don’t understand, though, and you’ll show them someday anyway. Heh heh heh. You are known to become very passionate about many causes, have torrid love affairs, and be seen as a either a demagogue or a hero to the proletariat masses.

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Hamilton said it best ” The common people are the great unwashed”


See which Greek Goddess you are.

You are red. You are impure, but noble. You are precious and true to yourself and others. When you love, you love entirely, and will do anything to make your love happy. You are sure of your identity, therefore, you cannot change others or be changed. You are a true prince, you may be forgotten, but without you, none of us could go on.

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‘to touch you, to know you…. to memorize you… that’s what I want.” His voice was light and tender as her stroked my cheek with his soft cold hands. I smiles and turned my face away and blushes lightly and he kisses my blushing cheeks ” suprising. Aren’t i?”
” Very…” my voice was half as strong as the softest whisper and I looked deeply into his beautiful blue green eyes. and I realized that we were sitting underneath a beautiful full moon. and throughout the whole night… I never once though of Tobias.

“I feel like I’ve done more harm coming back to you.”
” no dimitri, you couldn’t have.”
” but you’re not staying here!”
” I can’t… you never understand…”
“but why? I know I’ve done part of it!”
“no…no..not everything happens because of the past Dimirti!”
“then what did it Kismete?”
” I..I don’t know”
“please don’t do this to me”
” Dimitri – I…”
“KISMETE HOW COULD YOU?!”
” but I don’t know what I…”

Stop it Kismete!
“DAMN YOU INTO HELL”
WAKE UP KISMETE
::Screams::

“to taste you… to feel you… to love you, that’s all I want.” He took one of my cold hands and with his other hand gently stroked my cheek, I leaned my face gently into his hand and felt his soft skin against my face… In yet in a moment the kissing began. and it was like magic. Like the magic of fireworks on a holiday was the feeling of his wonderful deep kisses. and to be closer to him after such a long time away from my own… the moment was wonderful
” I’m floating on cloud 9 because of you” he smiled at me

” I love you kismete”
” And I you Tobias my archangel. never leave me!”
” I can’t. You know that my soul is bound to you.”
kismete wake up
“kismete I love you, Kismete never leave me”
Kismete you’re dreaming wake up
“Marius where did you go?! Marius it’s dark…where did you go?”
” it’s me your Dimitri!”

…HELP ME…


YYou:
What does your name mean?:
Sojourner – a temporary stay
Juliet – Youthful
MyChielle-
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?): 5
Describe yourself in 5 words: stressed, playful, smart, caring, Bitchy
What are your worst qualities: I’m jumpy and I talk too much
What are your best qualities: i like to help people
How long does it take you get ready in the morning: maybe 30 minutes, with a shower, about 10 without

Sleep:
Do you dream at night?: yes
Do you remember your dreams?: sometimes
Describe one: the whole dream? um…. it’s me sleeping wit someone… but I’m not saying who
What time do you wake up on weekends?: on Saturday 7am any other day I have off 10:30
Do you sleep with one pillow or two?: 2 because 1 is so flat!

School:
Do you like school?: i like school…but I hate the people
Why/why not?: It’s something to do during the day, and I like learning
What’s your fave subject?: Music
Most hated subject?: Anything that’s not music
Do you have a fave teacher?: Mr.Andrews! He’s totally awesome
Ever had a crush on a teacher?: no!

Friends:
Do you have heaps of friends?: No
Do you have a best friend?: Yes
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: Guys!
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend?: always
Have you ever lied to a friend?: yes, and she deserved it
Have you ever stolen a friend’s boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes

Family:
Do you like your parents?: …yeah…
Ever run away from home?: Once. and I ran away from school too
Ever thought about it?: Yep
Do you have any siblings?: Yep
Do you feel your parents spoil you?: yep
Do you not get along with any of your family?: I disowned my brother
Do you have big family get togethers ever?: maybe 2 that weren’t funerals

Relationships:
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: ^.^
If so, are you in love with them?: Very much so
Do they love you?: Hell yes
How long have you been together?: 3 ^.^
Ever done something stupid to impress them?: YES!!!!!
Have you ever experienced unrequited love?: …yes…
Do you find it romantic or hurtful?: Romantic

Sex:
Ever had sex?: My secret
Do you believe that a person shouldn’t have sex before marriage?: it’s up to the person
Believe in casual sex?: I couldn’t do it
When do you plan to/when did you lose your virginity?: my secret okay?
Did you regret it?: No

Religion:
Do you have a religion?: atheist
Do you practice it [i.e go to church]?: atheist
Do you believe in God?: atheist
Do you believe in Jesus?: atheist
Do you believe in Satan?: atheist
Do you believe in Heaven?: atheist
Do you believe in Hell?: atheist

Morals:
Have you ever been drunk?: yes
Taken drugs?: no
Stolen?: yeah.. i was 5 and it was a toy of a sneaker
Shoplifted?:no
Tried to commit suicide?: yes
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend?: yes… and it was dumb
Gotten into a fight?: yes
Are you more innocent or guilty?: both
Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict?: no
Are you racist?:never
Are you discriminatory to anyone?: yeah. to idiots
Do you have an open or closed mind to other people’s beliefs and feelings?: yeah

Music:
Do you play an instrument?: 9 of them
Do you sing?: ALWAYS. it’s my major
What’s your fave band?: goo goo dolls
Why?: they rock
Have you met them before?: yes
Name 3 CDs that you’ve bought last year: goo goo dolls, third eye blind and lotr2
Why did you buy them?: i like them
Are you funny or serious?: both
Creative or not?: creative
Logical thinker or lateral thinker?: logical
Are you outgoing or shy?: both
Are you lazy or active?:Active!
Have you ever been hyperactive?: NO
Are you a naturally hyperactive person?: NO

Looks:
Are you happy with the way you look?: kinda
What would you change?: most of me
Do you wear makeup regularly?: no
Do you have a large wardrobe?: no

Embarrassing moments:
Your all time most embarrassing moment?: I wish I could tell you. But if I did I’d have to kill you
Ever snorted a drink out your nose?: YES!
Ever giggled like an idiot?: …yeah, that too
Ever embarassed yourself and pretended nothing happened?: yeah…the time I farted in english class -.-;;;
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked?: yeah, on purpose too
Ever said something really stupid?: I’m always saying stuff that’s really stupid!
Ever snorted while laughing?: a few times
Ever fallen off a bed?: yes!
Ever sleepwalked?: once…
Ever sleeptalked?: always!!!

Memories:
What’s your best memory?: Homecomming 2002
Worst?: About my parents
Do you have a good memory?: no



Jolly good, wot! Anyone for tennis? That’ll be ten ponies, guv. You’re the epitome of everything that is english. Yey 🙂 Hoist that Union Jack!

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YYou:
What does your name mean?:
Sojourner – a temporary stay
Juliet – Youthful
MyChielle-
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?): 5
Describe yourself in 5 words: stressed, playful, smart, caring, Bitchy
What are your worst qualities: I’m jumpy and I talk too much
What are your best qualities: i like to help people
How long does it take you get ready in the morning: maybe 30 minutes, with a shower, about 10 without

Sleep:
Do you dream at night?: yes
Do you remember your dreams?: sometimes
Describe one: the whole dream? um…. it’s me sleeping wit someone… but I’m not saying who
What time do you wake up on weekends?: on Saturday 7am any other day I have off 10:30
Do you sleep with one pillow or two?: 2 because 1 is so flat!

School:
Do you like school?: i like school…but I hate the people
Why/why not?: It’s something to do during the day, and I like learning
What’s your fave subject?: Music
Most hated subject?: Anything that’s not music
Do you have a fave teacher?: Mr.Andrews! He’s totally awesome
Ever had a crush on a teacher?: no!

Friends:
Do you have heaps of friends?: No
Do you have a best friend?: Yes
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: Guys!
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend?: always
Have you ever lied to a friend?: yes, and she deserved it
Have you ever stolen a friend’s boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes

Family:
Do you like your parents?: …yeah…
Ever run away from home?: Once. and I ran away from school too
Ever thought about it?: Yep
Do you have any siblings?: Yep
Do you feel your parents spoil you?: yep
Do you not get along with any of your family?: I disowned my brother
Do you have big family get togethers ever?: maybe 2 that weren’t funerals

Relationships:
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: ^.^
If so, are you in love with them?: Very much so
Do they love you?: Hell yes
How long have you been together?: 3 ^.^
Ever done something stupid to impress them?: YES!!!!!
Have you ever experienced unrequited love?: …yes…
Do you find it romantic or hurtful?: Romantic

Sex:
Ever had sex?: My secret
Do you believe that a person shouldn’t have sex before marriage?: it’s up to the person
Believe in casual sex?: I couldn’t do it
When do you plan to/when did you lose your virginity?: my secret okay?
Did you regret it?: No

Religion:
Do you have a religion?: atheist
Do you practice it [i.e go to church]?: atheist
Do you believe in God?: atheist
Do you believe in Jesus?: atheist
Do you believe in Satan?: atheist
Do you believe in Heaven?: atheist
Do you believe in Hell?: atheist

Morals:
Have you ever been drunk?: yes
Taken drugs?: no
Stolen?: yeah.. i was 5 and it was a toy of a sneaker
Shoplifted?:no
Tried to commit suicide?: yes
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend?: yes… and it was dumb
Gotten into a fight?: yes
Are you more innocent or guilty?: both
Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict?: no
Are you racist?:never
Are you discriminatory to anyone?: yeah. to idiots
Do you have an open or closed mind to other people’s beliefs and feelings?: yeah

Music:
Do you play an instrument?: 9 of them
Do you sing?: ALWAYS. it’s my major
What’s your fave band?: goo goo dolls
Why?: they rock
Have you met them before?: yes
Name 3 CDs that you’ve bought last year: goo goo dolls, third eye blind and lotr2
Why did you buy them?: i like them
Are you funny or serious?: both
Creative or not?: creative
Logical thinker or lateral thinker?: logical
Are you outgoing or shy?: both
Are you lazy or active?:Active!
Have you ever been hyperactive?: NO
Are you a naturally hyperactive person?: NO

Looks:
Are you happy with the way you look?: kinda
What would you change?: most of me
Do you wear makeup regularly?: no
Do you have a large wardrobe?: no

Embarrassing moments:
Your all time most embarrassing moment?:
Ever snorted a drink out your nose?:
Ever giggled like an idiot?:
Ever embarassed yourself and pretended nothing happened?:
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked?:
Ever said something really stupid?:
Ever snorted while laughing?:
Ever fallen off a bed?:
Ever sleepwalked?:
Ever sleeptalked?:

Memories:

What’s your best memory?:
Worst?:
Do you have a good memory?:



Jolly good, wot! Anyone for tennis? That’ll be ten ponies, guv. You’re the epitome of everything that is english. Yey 🙂 Hoist that Union Jack!

How British are you?

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Lonely


” can you see….
it’s not me you’re dying for…
now she’s feeling more alone
then she ever has before…

She’s a brck and I’m drowning slowly
off the coast and I’m heading nowhere
She’s a brick and I’m drowing slowly”

I’m depressed… well… I’m very depressed actually… and it’s one of those days where all things in life suck… I’m crying… I look like a manaiac… I was almost sobbing at therapy… how sick is that… it’s been a very long… painful day I guess…

I just don’t feel right on the inside… I actually feel like something is eating me up inside and it sucks…I’m just lonely all over inside and out…

I’ve lost everyone I considered a friend… and actually I did it to myself, I just stopped liking people … I guess it’s not that I feel better then everyone else… it’s just like… I’m tired of always being the ones that’s ignored and left by herself … I think it was my only option … I’m always the forgotten one… and I’m just tired of it…

so I’m sitting here alone like usual doing nothing… getting ignored by people and holding onto Victor… I feel so bad… it’s like… well… I’m so dependant on him… I care about him so much… but I don’t want to be the one to bring him down since I’m so out of it… this last year was pure hell for me and I feel like i’m cracking over it… I can’t take the pain anymore… even my heart hurts….

but there is always something for live for…. always ….and i need to remember that…


I kept Aragorn. Who will you keep?