well, it’s exam day and as you can tell they decided to delay the school for two hours because we got a quarter inch of snow… Thanks a lot you fucking SOBs in the school board…
damn it I really need to get out, I was looking forward to being home at 1:30 today then hopping on the treadmill to burn all this damned energy! this shoulder thing is driving me nuts… I can’t DO ANYTHING… I’m so use to being able to run around and bash targets and play with my sword and do all that stuff that I love and now I can’t because of this shoulder…. I really can’t wait until I can be my active self again.
but until I can I guess I’m just going to have to run, not that I mind running, it’s kinda fun if you ask me. I’m just not into running long distances. but I NEED to get rid of all this energy.. I have no focus when I have too much energy. I start thinking when I get too much energy…
moving right along. Yeah, I have exams today
1-2 – 9:50-11:10 – Journalism
7-8 -11:20-12:45 – Math
13-14 – 12:50- 2:20 – American Lit from 1914
and again…sherry is trying to convert me, Nice girl but I’m really not interested… she doesn’t get it. I’m not trying to get her to become an atheist.
Sherry: omg, u were too little to judge
SojournerMitzuli: Trust me… I wasn’t
sherry: i think u need to try a different church
SojournerMitzuli: Been there, done that decided to be an atheist
SojournerMitzuli: look, I stayed with the catholics until my confirmation
Sherry: come on…10…you cant make an important decision like that at a certain age
SojournerMitzuli: it’s not important
SojournerMitzuli: Religion is just a polite way to say cult
Sherry: ok, so if u play the drums and you’re not good at it, you’re going to give up completely on music or are you going to try something else?
SojournerMitzuli: Look, I’ve tried Wesleyan, I’ve tried Baptists, I’ve tried Mormons and catholics and Jewish
SojournerMitzuli: I don’t like them! I’ve been to every bible school in this county
Sherry: did you try Orthodox?
Sherry: maybe you don’t like it because you went in there close minded and didn’t try to give it a real chance
SojournerMitzuli: there isn’t one in close proximity to my house
SojournerMitzuli: I went in there with an open mind
Sherry: so u didn’t try everything
SojournerMitzuli: I didn’t like all the chanting and the singing and the excitement
Sherry: we dont have that in my church
LEAVE ME ALONE! …I’m not wearing the atheist shirts so back off damn it!!! I’m respecting you, why can’t you leave me alone? You’re a nice girl but come on! Sherry is a friend of mine, and I respect her for having a religion and going through with it. But the second you ask me to go to church then I start backing away.
SojournerMitzuli: I don’t want a religion
Sherry: why not?
SojournerMitzuli: i don’t like them
Sherry: why?? there has to be a reason
SojournerMitzuli: look, I’d tell you but I don’t want to hurt your feelings
Sherry: you’re not, go ahead and talk
SojournerMitzuli: I thing they are organized cults that all the wacko’s and insecure go to! It seems that most people in the churches I’ve encountered are snobbish and feel like they are better then everyone else like they can be saved because they have everything. Well fuck me! I think if you’re going to be cocky about it and try to convert the atheists you’ll have one closed in society
Sherry: boy, you’re one happy person… I’ll talk about myself because you cant judge a group by the whole
SojournerMitzuli: I’m just fine. I hated the way the set up was! I’m judging what I have seen, not what I have not
Sherry: i dont think I’m better than anyone in here
Sherry: i just find inner peace and a sense of direction in church
SojournerMitzuli: that’s good for you! I’m really happy it does something for you. But not for me
Can someone save me from Jesus followers!… and it’s not them that bother me!! Most of my friends are religious. and I still love them to death, I could truly care less what they are… but the seconds you start your feeble attempt to save my soul then I start getting ticked – Good for you, Religion makes you happy, go to church and do what you do AND LEAVE ME ALONE — can’t people see that you’re an atheist because you want to be. remind me… never mention what I am ever again!!!!!!